DONT WATCH CLOVERFIELD. it's the suckiest movie i've EVER WATCHED in my entire life. the camera was shaky and made me damn dizzy and pukey. it was shaky in a really fake way as well. damn stupid and dumb. was sleeping the most part of the movie. if my eyes had been open for the entire movie i would really have puked. the gore level wasnt enough to justify the movie being so plotless as well. though the male lead was quite cute i thought hahaha.
siannnn. no dinner ytd. SOME ppl went to eat before meeting me and left me with a poor and empty stomach. (okay so i got some nice flavoured muah chee as compensation but still. oh the muah chee uncle was damn nice, kept feeding me free sample muah chee and jelly wahah.) didnt even have breakfast today and it's not lunch yet. (yes im blogging from work again) SIGHS. hungry hungry.
YESSSSSSSSSS. TGIF!!!!!!
cant wait for shopping tml with my best shopping pal jacqten. LOL.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008, 9:41 PM
I'M SO TIRED.
work is hellova draining. dont know it's because im working in this company that's always ultra busy during cny, or if it's because work in general sucks. bleargh. was so tired ytd that i fell asleep upon reaching home. got woken up by mom to bathe so i went. was removing my mascara and stoning when i suddenly had this crazy idea that i was rushing for work. so i was like "what the hell am i removing my mascara for!!" stayed confused for a few seconds before realizing it's night. -.- im losing it.
i neeeeeeed a break. badly. rahh.
had an interesting convo with jenn just now. she told me about her REALLY interesting experience outside recruit express. LOL. we all seem to screw up when we go to submit our time sheets. LOL. Being the honest me though, i blog it out. jenn wouldnt admit she did those things she did. =S hahahaha.
yay yay yay. movie later!!! =)))) 4 more hours to go before i can leave this horrid place.
Monday, January 28, 2008, 8:31 PM
I AM SUCH A LUCKY GIRL.
why???? because my wishes always come true. im such a slack girl today!!! smart audrey took her leave today (before i could, man she's fast). so, many orders cant exactly be processed cuz she's the only one who knows how to use that weird visa processing machine. i had a great lunch and actually had time to pee and MESSAGE. wahah. like, how rare!! i also found out that today's the closing date for any honda hamper deliveries. in other words, after 6 today, I WILL NV BE BOTHERED BY THOSE IDIOTS AGAIN. got hollered at again just now though. by some auntie. but i dont blame her. cuz i get freakin irritated if i had to wait around in the house for 1 entire day for a stupid delivery too. she said she doesnt want to get played around by us anymore, blah and blah. like, yea auntie, we love playing cat and mice with you big time. hur. somemore, im not the driver lah pls. spare meeeee!!!! aniw, audrey was still nice enough to call back to ask how i was doing. hahaha. i told her i had nth to do. she said she'd fallen sick due to overstress. poor her. ohoh! i handled some big orders just now. MINISTERS LEH. all hotshots. the ppl here were ensuring i didnt make some dumb typo mistakes. they also didnt allow me to write the cards, had to type. the asst general manager typed them lahhhh. tsk. they didnt give us the contacts though, cuz it's not allowed. scared we prank them. told jacq and she said it'll be more worth it if i knew celebrities' contacts rather than ministers'. LOL.
since im so free, shall blog more. I CANT WAIT FOR CNY. im so into the season now! cant wait to wear my nice nice new dress!!! wahah.
okay. back to work.
, 6:20 AM
work was such a sad case today. i didnt even have time to pee or drink some water. calls kept coming in and people kept complaining. RAHHHHHH. ONE MORE WEEK. what a hard week to get through. *heaves a hugeeee sigh.* im getting such a huge phobia of phone ringing sounds. think im getting paranoid. lol. games like diner dash really help me train for a job like this man. it's just the same, only this time u're dealing with real people, which makes things ALOTTTT harder. people always like to push things to and blame each other. i keep reminding myself that im only a temp though, so i dont get too affected or concerned when im supposed to handle something. after all, im leaving in a week's time. then all those psychotic complainers will NEVER EVER REACH ME AGAIN. WAHAHAHAHA.
facebook quiz: what type of heart do you have?
Careful Heart You take your time and do not fall in love easily.You give 50% in a relationship, and expect 50% in return.You like to handle your problems directly and immediately. You are alright with not seeing him/her so often. you expect the person to change for you.You measure your desire to whomever you love by the amount of desire he shows you.You fall out of love easily.
this is kinda wrong i think. i dont take my time. i fall in love damn fast, LOL. i give 50%, but i expect the other person to give 100% actually. i dont really handle problems fast. in fact, i usually dont realize there is a problem, because im pretty insensitive. and yes, i expect the person to change for me. and yes, i fall out of love easily. i forget things easily actually. which is a pretty good quality i reckon.
i wish/pray/hope/ that tomorrow will be much better. i dont want complaints and tight spots and rushed work. let me have some peace, and some time to pee.
Sunday, January 27, 2008, 7:05 AM
met up with jacq today after all. went to city hall, peninsula, to get her cheap jeans. at first we got the wrong place and went into some weird shopping mall filled with WEIRD ppl hanging around dunno doing what. got a little freaked and decided that shouldnt be the place. walked into another shopping mall and realized it was more decent.
went to suntec for ben & jerry's!! nice nice jacq treated me cuz she got her pay. *grins widely* we saw piere png there too.
walked around city hall after that. damn sian. no decent shops. they sell cute and interesting stuff but it's those that u just see and wont really buy. saw quite a cute dress from hula & co though. think i'll go get it after i get my pay. (woohoo!!)
went to the jeweller's with my mom to get her cny accessories. the woman commented that my dress was very nice!!
woman: ehh, xiao mei!! ur dress very nice leh!!
me: thanks! i also think so!! hahaha.
mom: eeyer.
woman: now very fashion this type of dress one.
me: nods vigourously.
woman: where did u get it from?? for how much??
me: at a sale at bugis! 19 bucks.
woman: wahhh, sibei kiang leh. (damn smart)
me: turns away giggling and grinning to myself.
i love it when ppl praise what i bought. WAHAHAHA.
woman: should go to bangkok, they sell ALOT of such dresses.
me: yea well, i cant exactly afford the airfare though.
woman: laughs like she nv heard a funnier joke than that.
well okay she's pretty fake. (obviously she wants my mom to get more of those diamond bracelets)
so i walked away and looked at some of those displays. tried on all the blings that i could get my hands on. WAHHHH. i wanna own a diamond too. *dreams*
Saturday, January 26, 2008, 7:49 AM
watched 27 dresses with jenn today. the movie was pretty good i thought. hahaha.
walked around after that. went to buy doughnuts. walked past this little kid holding a pair of tongs. upon seeing jenn, he tried to kiap her face with the tongs. i told jenn he probably thought her face was a doughnut. LOL. jenn knows i'll blog abt this. and i did. it was really funny. LOLOLOLOL. (okay she's so gonna kill me)
saw some pretty weird ppl today. on the train and around town. jenn said she saw some on her own too. there r really many weird ppl in singapore. hmm.
yay. shopping again tml!! cant wait. *smiles contentedly*
Friday, January 25, 2008, 7:24 AM
today some smelly retarded uncle (a customer) hollered at me. he's the type that cant talk properly. u know, typical 40++ old singaporean ah pek who couldnt speak english and speak chinese in a certain dialect slang. he said we called him first to arrange for delivery of his free hamper from honda cuz he bought a car. but on realizing that he does not have this proof of entitlement (a letter given by honda), we told him then we cant deliver his hamper. so he called up his sales agent to ask for details, and that (obviously irresponsible) salesman gave him some invalid VSA number and say that with this number he will be identified and allowed to receive the free hamper. he called us up then. we told him his VSA was invalid, and that we must have this proof of entitlement before we can give him the hamper. he did not have the letter. (his sales agent did not give him. yes, the irresponsible one who probably forgot.) so. HE BLEW HIS TOP. he hollered and shouted and said "you guys at eu yan sang ah!!! got problem is it!!!" -.- i handed the phone to audrey (poor her). she tried hard to appease him but he didnt stop. finally we got him to hang up. audrey scolded him like mad. she cursed that he will get into some accident in his new car and get mashed into some disgusting bloodied paste. she also took down his name and IC number for the sole purpose of using her slipper to whack the piece of paper she wrote those details on. (u know, da3 xiao3 ren2) LOL it was hilarious watching her do that, but it made us feel better. smelly stupid uneducated and uncouth uncles that think they r damn pro just because they own a HONDA. shit you. i sit in a mercedes everyday okay. freaker.
aniw. today is a lonely day for me. had to head to town to submit time sheet to the agent. at first the other 3 temps were supposed to go with me, but they had alot of work to do and couldnt leave. then jacq, jenn and huimin were ALL NOT FREE. =(( so lonely me had to go alone. when i reached, i lost my way. im such a sad case at directions. feeling dejected, i headed to the toilet. when i came out, i walked in the wrong direction and almost knocked into the wall. pretending that i purposely headed that wall direction because i wanted to wait for someone, i waited until those ppl that saw me walking towards the wall were all out before i headed out. walked around and finally found the place. submitted the time sheet. walked around town looking at things and people before heading towards the mrt station for home. so sad right. but aniw, im meeting jenn tml!! yay. at least i get to have fun after 5 days of (!@#$%^&**) work. wont be meeting jacqten this weekend for our shopping dosage though. (for certain reasons) but i understand. LOL. *dances around*
okay. end of post. =))
Thursday, January 24, 2008, 4:46 AM
did this interesting quiz on facebook just now. out of these 5 factors- power, money, peace, relations, fun, which am i most motivated by. turns out im most motivated by power then fun then money. peace and relations were the last 2 things i am motivated by. LOL. am i that extreme. i didnt realize man. plus, power took up quite a huge percentage of the entire so-called spectrum. hahaha.
i think grown ups lose their sense of humour as they grow older. like, today there was this customer that asked if we could sms him tonight to remind him to pass the proof of entitlement necessary to collect the hamper to his maid. i thought that was pretty funny, but somehow audrey thought it was irritating. then this other woman, she didnt give her recipients' contacts and audrey says it's necessary, like what if those ppl werent home when we deliver and all. the woman said sth like "aiya if they're not home just leave at the doorstep lor." i thought it was funny too, esp the way she said it, but audrey also got darn pissed. =S life would be so dull if you dont take joy in little things, no? on the other hand, grown ups can handle REALLY irritating customers diplomatically(like the bitch i mentioned in the earlier entry) while i cant. if im really pissed i cant try to act nice cuz it simply wont work. i wish i dont become like that as i grow older. *ponders*
bleargh. so seriously bored.
aniw.
i want this!! =D (actually it isnt supposed to be this ugly but i cant find the exact pic of the one i want.)
hahaha.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008, 5:05 PM
(i am blogging from work)
wanted to blog yesterday, but my internet went crazy again and i got home pretty late. had no mood to try to fix it, thought i'd kop the office's internet today.
ytd was pretty horrible. complaints kept pouring in like crazy. audrey got really pissed after receiving like 5 calls in one morning. there was this woman who was really such a bitch. she made arrangements with us that her hamper would be delivered last sunday. but ended up she wasnt at home when the men arrived. so she made her own arrangements with the guys without our knowledge. so the new delivery date was ytd. she waited and waited but the man didnt appear. so she called us and asked when is the guy coming. HELLO. it wasnt even updated on our records that she had a delivery that day. plus, the delivery company is some external company hired to deliver, not under our company. how the hell are we supposed to know who's the person supposed to deliver your hamper??? we asked her for the details so that we can follow up for her, but that retard cant even give the name of the deliveryman she corresponded with. when we said "okay we'll get the delivery company to contact you again, what's your number please" she replied "no if i hang up you wont call back. and the deliveryman's supposed to have my number right!" i was like. wth. but still i said "well okay i'll get him to call you back asap then". AND YOU KNOW WHAT THAT IDIOT SAID. "u know my number meh?? you tell me my number, confirm you know it. what's my number???" SHIT IT. i totally exploded. i was like "i thought you said the deliveryman had your number?? it's him doing the calling, not me. in what way do i sound like your deliveryman!" audrey heard and quickly came over to rescue me. MANNN. i really cant do customer service, i cant stand RETARDS. RAHHHH.
after that, we had a meeting. i thought i wouldnt be included but i was. siannnn. they brought me to this secretive conference room and we sat down to talk. i was seriously falling asleep. then audrey started complaining about the complaints she kept getting. she was getting real agitated. she said "i want to know what we should do in this type of-" (she wanted to say circumstances, but couldnt pronounce it), so she said "of... cir-cir-circum-... circumference." i laughed. and i couldnt stop. MANNNN. talk abt being paiseh lah. i was still stupidly grinning to myself after the meeting carried on.
aniw, some customers REALLY crack me up. there was this uncle who kept repeating his hamper must be sent to his coffeshop stall. he was like "it's a roast duck stall hor!! roast duck... roast duck ahh!!" he repeated "roast duck" for 7 times.(i counted) on the 7th time, i laughed into the phone. OOOOPS. seriously hope he wasnt offended or sth. HAHAHA.
aniw, the old hawker that sells v nice food near my house finally reopened. hahaha. yayyyy. been waiting. went there to eat ytd, oh how i miss the char kway teow!! but due to the long period of time i havent been there, i couldnt find my way around lahh. so stupid. -.- brought a friend along with me and kept walking in circles. in the end he was like "errr. r u sure u know where the place is." ... i told him actually i dont. and so he said "i bring you there lah" and i was like "how would u know where it is" and he said "we passed the amk map just now what. and u're totally walking the wrong way." i was like. oh.
okay, enough of slacking. back to work!
Monday, January 21, 2008, 7:01 AM
my internet is crazy. i dont know what's wrong with it but it just keeps screwing up. im pissed. HUMPH.
monday bluesssss. *glum* was really tired to drag myself to work today. luckily once i reached, jenn discovered she could e-mail(she skipped work to relief at holy innocents high today). we started mailing each other and that cured abit of the boredom. she shared alot of funny stories with me after that. LOL. i cant believe sec 3 kids really act this way. i mean, i dont remember acting this way back then. maybe it's the NA thing. LOL. aniw i think jenn is damn pro. i wouldnt be able to stand those nonsense man. -_-. hate it when ppl think they're funny when they're actually not. aniw, i wasnt the only one with monday bluesss. my colleagues all suffered from that too. my minder audrey and i were so sianded we started laughing at people's names. it was darn funny i tell you. esp those in chinese. okay i know that's darn mean but we were seriously bored lah. 2 new temps came today too. i wanted to say hi and recruit some new lunch partners but they were sitting really far away. i kept peeping at them and pondering when's the right time to go over and introduce myself. but i decided not to in the end. they look boring. -_-.
i was being really sarcastic to customers today lol. u know when u r really damn bored and bu shuang and some ppl talk like retards over the phone?? sometimes i dont get what those idiots r trying to say and i wont be bothered to use my brain to decipher either. some ppl dont even know their address. "errr... my address... errr... #04-678...? or is it... errrr... #04-786...??" WTH. how would i know. "errr... im sorry, can i call you back later?? (i need to walk outside my door to see what's my unit number...)" the bracketed words were self added but i bet it's exactly what they do. plus they call back an hour later, like... uh huh. i think those retards probably locked themselves outside and couldnt go back into the house. pfft. some ppl make seriously funny jokes as well man. "i be not in house next friday, i call my maid stay in house wait you deliver." LAUGHS LOUDLY.
okay, that's the end of my rantings.
my internet screwed again.
Sunday, January 20, 2008, 7:20 AM
shopped with jacq at bugis today!!! made my official spending in 2 days 117 bucks. AHHHHH. but it's totally worth it. hahahahah. toiling starts tomorrow. =(((
Saturday, January 19, 2008, 8:15 AM
I AM SO TIRED. work on friday was hell. they handed the entire project to me. i had to handle ALL the customers and and do the sai kang (photocopying, faxing, data entry, mailing letters..) they give me at the same time. sometimes one customer calls and i handle his order, and before i can write it down in paper another call comes in. once, i handled 4 calls simultaneously. after finishing all the calls, i suddenly realized i forgot what customer 2 wanted. i was panicking like shit can. i sat there like a stone for 5 whole mins thinking and re-thinking every exact detail of the conversation to rmb what exactly was the thing he said to me. finally i remembered. like... WTH. i was so busy i had to have lunch at my desk. that i only got to go for a miserly toilet break after working for 7 hours. can u imagine. and they freakin pay me only 6 bucks per hour. once, this damn difficult customer came to the office to collect her hamper. everybody threw the job of handling her to me lahhhh. she was some hotshot, some shareholder apparently and knows the CEO of the company. loves to complain too. and i was sent to handle her. me, a temp that knows absoulutely NOTHING. and after she left, all crowded around me and asked how she was like and bitched and bitched. YEA SO U ALL ARE SO LI HAI EHHH. HATE THE CUSTOMER SO MUCH U WANNA SLAP HER EH. SO WHY WERE YOU ALL ACTING LIKE MICE HIDING IN THE OFFICE NOT EVEN DARING TO COME OUT TO RECEP TO SEE HER FACE???? shits. -.-
but one whole week of toiling becomes worth it when i met up with my lovelies for a sleepover at liyin's on fri evening. i was too tired to have much fun, but merely chatting with them and talking about everything and anything was pretty much enough. too bad jenn wasnt there. haha. and shopping just now was equally rewarding. i spent 80 bucks lah. a top, a wallet and a bag. my shoulder is hurting like hell now though. i carried the heavy bag filled with my sleepover things for the entire day. sighs. and there's sth wrong with my tummy. couldnt stop going to the toilet the entire day. once i was already reaching orchard mrt but my tummy started aching like hell and i had to pull jacq along to walk back to wisma's toilet with me. lol. we saw ion orchard too. but it's actually nothing much.
SIGHSSSS. im beat. tired. sleepy. night world. =)))
Wednesday, January 16, 2008, 6:45 AM
work was damnnnn busy today. my minder fell sick and had to leave the office to visit the clinic halfway, leaving me with a stack of her work. they include handling irritating and unreasonable customers lahhh. i keep hearing the senior exec beside me trying to reason with this woman who wants delivery by tomorrow and yet refuse to pay the urgent charge of 25 bucks. (the policy is that we need 3 working days from receiving customers' orders to processing delivery). she's a doctor apparently and kept arguing, saying her friend(whom she wants to give the hamper to) is leaving the country by fri. -_-. since u're a doc, what's a mere 25 bucks to u???? and if u're really sincere abt giving ur leaving friend a hamper, then shouldnt u order wayyyy before time??? some ppl r just such bitches. there r many other unreasonable customers, and sadly, 95% of them r women. =S
today the senior exec disappeared during lunch into the pantry and came out later with a huge bowl of lotus soup. he then placed it on my desk. i was like "uhhh." and he was like "dont be shy!! it's nice." !!!!! a senior exec serving me with a bowl of soup!!! i was so embarrassed i didnt know what to say. and he went on asking me abt my sch, a'lvls and so on. lol. what a nice person. sadly, i dont really like to drink such soups. he saw and was like "u come to eu yan sang to work and dont drink soup??!!" lol.
yayyyy. it's such a tiring day today but im happy. =DD hope tomorrow will be a great day too!!
Monday, January 14, 2008, 9:15 PM
I AM BLOGGING FROM WORK!!! hahaha it's lunch time now, and since i brought packed lunch, i stayed in the office to eat.
sian. today all i did was calling people up. had to ask them details for everything. miss out anything then die. some were really nice while some were really stuck up. but one woman left a real huge impression on me. her name was Dr. XXX. like, a doctorate holder lah. they way she talked was like, wow. and judging by her address which i cant divulge, she stays at a damn posh place. i thought she would be another snob, but when i heard her talk i thought i wanted to be just like her lahhh. successful woman. and judging by her IC, she's not v.old... maybe 30++. *admires*
got to know my colleagues better. a***** is my minder. she's okay, a married woman. she didnt seem like a nice person... (accidentally overheard her bitching abt another colleague to a senior, and she usually appears quite friendly to that colleague wor) but she's okay to me lah. her, the colleague and the senior sit around me, so i watch drama unfold all the time. HAHAHA. at least she doesnt give me a "why u so stupid" look when i ask her stuff. that'll be enough.
another woman, r*****, is vvvv funny. she says the funniest stuff without laughing and i'll be there cracking up like a goon. she helps me with everything, from the phone to the microwave. haha. she also introduced me to the pantry auntie, who's this old woman that i thought looked scary. i nv knew how to talk to old ppl well so i thought i shouldnt approach her. plus i only heard her speak in cantonese. but just now i had to put back a bowl i borrowed so no choice must ask her put where. she appeared to be okay after that and told me how she makes tea for everyone every morn and that i can drink too. (she speaks chinese).
another girl is named j********. she's the youngest, near my age. i think she's quite pretty. didnt really talk to her much until today when i saw she had the same pair of shoes i had from mondo!!! hahaha another shopping freak i found out.
hahahaha. okie, all for today!!! and i wanna thank my palssss who're always talking to me whenever im bored here. jacq who's always msging, yvette who msgs a little and jenn who called during lunch!! =DDD
, 6:26 AM
first day at work!! hahaha. and i was late. =S the website said it only took 9 mins to reach that place, but due to the tons of traffic lights and traffic jams, it took me 20 mins..? but luckily i set out early, and when u reach there the place aint hard to find, so im only late by 10 mins. haha. the people there were quite nice, and there were alot of things to do!! im supposed to call up customers to check details and all, and sometimes they ask the weirdest things. LOL. but there were still periods when i'd finished my stuff and there werent any new tasks, so this came out:
LOL.
i miss you so so so so so.
Sunday, January 13, 2008, 6:55 AM
today is a horribly boring day. i have nth to write about. sighs. had steamboat with some relatives just now. realized i cant eat steamboat lah. i have no patience. you know how you have to wait for the soup to boil, then put the food in, then wait for it to cook... so irritating. due to my impatience, i just stuffed uncooked food in my mouth. heck. tml im so gonna have to head to the toilet during work. bah.
sian.
Saturday, January 12, 2008, 5:57 AM
my rashes are getting better!! yay. and the fact that jacq didnt notice my rashes while we were out today goes to show it aint obvious, so i dont look like a freak yet. =DD
went to jurong swimming pool with jacq today! the trip there was hell long. =S we spent a long time at the lockers trying to figure out what to leave inside, whether to rent floats first, what to bring along... blah... lol. asked jenn along but that donk was afraid of heights! seriously jenn, the slides are NOT SCARY. the gradient is not steep at all! u just go round and round inside the tubes. doesnt even feel like u're travelling downwards please. it was damn fun lah.
but the lazy river and wave pool were scary. scarier than the slides. there were like TONS of banglas in the lazy river lahh!!! jacq got so uber freaked. i was too. they sit around in the dark cave (and made it so hard for us to spot them against the background) doing nothing and waiting for ppl to pass so that they can stare like dunno what. i thought that was scary enough, until we went to the wave pool. there were these 2 guys, m'sians i think, they look UTTERLY PERVERTIC. one of them especially. he STARES LIKE.... S-T-A-R-E. and he keeps following you around!! he stares at you and then comes close, and doesnt even smile or say "hi", just kept nearing you and staring pervertly (if there's such a word) he kept grabbing jacq's float as well!!! omg lah. jacq didnt really notice them though so she didnt get so freaked. i was badly scared i really was. once they even cornered me. luckily i could swim so i abandoned the float and swam away first. -_-. *sobs*
other than pervs, we also met some childish ah didis. they were like, sec 2?? and they actually shouted at us and said "hello" like wanna know us like that. the most infuriating thing, however, was how a few of them were saying "they are not even pretty. both also not pretty." !!!!!! HELLLOOOOO???? we are like, 4 years ur senior?? and they were ugly and babyish and judging if we were pretty????? UBER PISSED. what a joke man, little boys who havent even reached puberty. pui.
finally though, there were these 2 guys that came over to say hi. i thought they looked decent. they finished a's last year and are serving ns now. sounds normal right. chatted for awhile with jacq acting dao there peeling her nails. after that we went to bathe, and after we came out we saw them still hanging around. haha. actually i was quite glad they came over. cuz the pair of pervs were still hanging around lahhh. after they came over the pervs left. whew.
LAST BUT NOT LEAST!!! i saw this shuai AMG MOH!!! but sadly he's already a married father of two. at first i didnt dare to show much interest cuz jacq always laughs at me and says i like old guys. =S but this time even jacq agrees he's shuai!!! he looks abit like beckham hohoho. but since he's married.... SIGHS. he looked so shuai in the wave pool playing with his kids lahhhh. sighs. okay okay. =X
aniw, what does my birthdate mean?
You are a flurry of emotions, and most people like you that way. Your mood generally influences people around you and you are best when you are happy. When you get in a dark mood, its hard to get you out of it. It's sometimes hard for you to be happy, and your sadness can be infectious.
where got. i rarely have mood swings one lor. even if im upset, i'll still pretend im fine and try to hide everything. it's always so easy for me to be happy, i cant stay sad for long. LOL. inaccurate. hur.
sighssss. why is it that people you dont notice and dont hope that will notice you will notice you, and people that you notice and are dying for them to notice you back doesnt give a damn about you? UNFAIRRRR. =(
Friday, January 11, 2008, 8:02 AM
原来你喜欢那个人那么多，那么多。
, 7:06 AM
what disaster am i?
Hurricane Hurricanes can produce extremely powerful winds and torrential rain, but they are also able to produce high waves and damaging storm surge. They develop over large bodies of warm water, and lose their strength if they move over land. You have a tendency to storm in from anywhere unexpectedly and leave at your own chosen speed. Meanwhile, everybody's at the mercy of your screaming, blowing destruction.
hehe. so true. i get angry randomly and awhile later i realize that im fine again.
what's my (ahem) sexual personality?
Your result is: The Catholic Schoolgirl
You're The Catholic Schoolgirl! Think Britney Spears at her peak. Outwardly virginal, yet hypersexualized and somewhat secretly slutty. You love trying new things as long as it doesn't tarnish your relatively clean image.
HAHAHAH.
aniw, i HAVE RASHES. i dont know what caused it, but it's darn irritating. last night i was so disturbed by it i couldnt sleep. and when i finally got some rest, i actually dreamt that i was on a rocky sea expedition with... hmmm... odac. so expectedly, i woke up a grump and pissed my mom off. but mom was so nice she still went to give me a treat at sticky rice at amk hub to cheer me. (sighs im guilt-filled) but im fine now, lol. yay.
just now jacq purposely tricked me with some pics of a pair of twins with their different gfs. wah scare me i thought why the guy so flirt. which got me to go around tricking ppl as well and discussing how it'll be like if ur other half was a twin. disgusting huimin: huimin says: can do threesome
now we know her hidden persona. tsk.
jenn: jenn. says: does he have more than 2?
she cant exactly differentiate if the girls in the pic r same/different and probably came to the conclusion that there r more than 2 gfs. typical.
hiak. boreddddd.
Thursday, January 10, 2008, 8:48 AM
i know blogging 3 times in a day is a tad too much. but i must post this.
i got this on friendster from a mr.gareth.
Hiye, did come across your profile, admittedly this may come across as quite random & out of the blue, but would sincerely love to get to know u..perhaps it's attributed to the smile in ur pic!..hmm i know i am being darn superficial..but it's all i have to base my judgement for now..perhaps i could start the ball rolling with a simple self intro...by telling u a little more abt myslf so that u would have an idea of the person whom u are corresponding with.., for starters, m just a unhappening, homely,simple ,softspoken chap, love sunshine, swimming, beaches, nature, boating, snokeling, ice cream, jogging, book store browsing, football, music, roller coaster, funfare rides, psychological thriller movies (yups, am abit warped) i appreciate nature, and keep a planted aquarium with fishes too... graduated from nus biz in 2000, am currently workin in the administrative service. Would really love to hear from you soon!
-_-. hello, uncle. (since u graduated from uni in, HORRORS!!!, 2000, u must be like what, at least 33????) for starters, i am freakin 18 yrs old. (yes jacq i know u think i like old guys but this is way too much.) and u know what, yes u r superficial. and yes, u r WAY WARPED. and i think u're some old perv that watches 12 hrs of porn everyday. and u named, wow!!, 14 hobbies!!! know what, i dont freakin care. AND!!! the saddest thing of all, u caught me at a VVVVVV bad time, sh**face.
so, the only thing u'll hear from me is a ROAR and a f*** off.
and peeps, the person in question is:
say hi.
, 8:32 AM
i'm so pissed i'm so pissed i'm so pissed i'm so pissed. why cant you freakin understand i dont want you to interfere in my affairs and that i dont give a damn what you all think and shit it i dont care i dont care i dont freakin CAREEEEE. and even if i do it's NOTTTT YOURRRR BUSINESSSSS!!! RAHH. and whatever, it doesnt mean a thing. IT NEVER DID.
, 12:23 AM
i love the song i just put up. lol. i dont usually listen to chinese songs. it was after hearing jacq sing that at kbox that i went to dl it. i think the lyrics v.nice. LOL.
what type of guys do i attract???
Yuyan attracts geeks You're stunning intellect and love of sci-fi and video games allures the geeks like nothing else. Maybe it is the sparkle in your eye that makes them want to text you, who knows. Geeks make good partners, but tend to be arguementative. If you are a TRUE geek magnet, you will know if that was spelled correctly, and actually care. If it is a bad-boy/bad-girl you are seeking, you are barking up the wrong tree, unless they are just 'bad' behind a PS2 console.
you know, i am actually happy. lol. cuz i do like geeks! not complete with the nerdy specs and bulging front teeth lahhh, but guys who are good at video games and math problems attract me. weird?? LOL. no right... actually all you girls out there feel the same, dont lie. who likes bad boys complete with shades and leather jackets with a vrooming bike AND YET couldnt answer what's 'sine60'???? LOLLOLOLOL. and yes, i care hell loads abt spelling. guys who cant spell... SHOO. (okay i have guy friends who cant spell and they're great, but that probably explains why we are still friends after... 3 years.)
went to nyp just now to eat lunch with jacq and kpo around. was their open house today. haha. there were some activities going on at the ground floor, and we soon found out there was this booth called the "push-up booth". AND YES, guys there were actually doing push-ups. hohoho. at first there were only some losers doing. some were pretty hilarious. they do damn fast and think they damn pro, but actually they're just cheating with their elbows out. we laughed at quite some ppl. then afterwards some bballers came. it was the entire team. they started doing, and for a REALLLLYYY long time too. think they wanted to collect those ring like stuff that prove how many times they've done. GUYS. =S we also saw some dance performance which wasnt v.nice. btw, the food at nyp is DAMNNN CHEAP. chicken cutlet $2.60!!! im so looking forward to working there. jacq says they get to invigilate exams too lehhh. coolios.
okay, going to gym soon. eating with jacq is deadly i tell u. esp when the food's so cheap. jacq, dont get fat! or it'll be like "eh stop playing around jacq asked me to meet her where is she??" LOLOLOLOL. (i thought that was funny)
later im gonna buy doughnuts for tsw. =))
Wednesday, January 9, 2008, 6:17 AM
the very first quiz on facebook that's actually accurate. what kinda guy will i fall for.
I would fall for a Gentleman You like a man who knows how to treat a lady. Your guy will be suave, sophisticated, and dashingly handsome. He remembers the little things that matter: holding doors open, offering his jacket to you when you're cold, and giving you flowers when you're down. Your Mr. Perfect will respect you, love you, and make you feel beautiful, because you are! So even though you may find yourself attracted to bad guys sometimes, save your heart for your very own Mr. Darcy.
yessss. i love a gentleman. he doesnt need to be v.handsome though. and yessss the open door and offer jacket thing is damn accurate. but no, i dont like bad guys. nv attracted to them. think they all pretend one. act shuai. yuck lahhh. so dont worry my mr gentleman, appear soon!! i'll be vvvvv nice. =))) (maybe he's already appeared, hmm) LOLOLOLOL.
shopping today at vivo with my mom!! i've been there so much recently. haha. the first shop we went to was valerie. that pretty pretty shop. we spent almost 300 bucks there...? but in that 300 bucks, only $24.60 was mine. SERIOUS. my mom saw this 90 bucks dress and liked it. it was okayyyy, but 90 bucks???!!! it totally didnt look like 90 bucks. it was plain, simple, design-lacking and shapeless. it looks like a typical amk hub/this fashion dress which at most costs... 30++. maybe it was of good material, but i dont know how to differentiate such stuff one lah, i mean, wear liao also look the same. =S but mom was totally in love. no matter how hard i tried to make her see the light(in a vvv soft tone to avoid letting the shop assistant hear), she just insisted on it. well it's her money. she went on to get 2 other dresses. one is the fluffy at the bottom type, which i so do not like. but mom and i have totally different tastes.(she doesnt like ribbons) i, on the other hand, walked to the 50% off rack. i know it aint my money, but i dont wanna spend on stuff that r not worth it. aniw, after ransacking for awhile, i found THIS STUNNER. it's this really nice white dress with a black ribbon, decorated with some sequins. i showed mom but she made a face.(she doesnt like ribbons) i didnt care and went to try. when i came out, mom changed her mind immediately. it was like, so nice. LOL. and it cost only $24.60. but we realized that the material was kinda see-through. no probs though, i'll get a petticoat or sth. i HAD TO have that dress. aniw, our next stop was forever 21. i saw another nice glittery dress that was brown/bronze in colour. it was ex though, 53 bucks. but mom wanted to get it for me. heh. =DD got another bikini at sheer romance too. now i have sth new to wear for tanning! after that we went to samsonite to check out some bag thing for my dad. he's damn ma fan lah. he wanted the shop assistant to take a pic of the bag and mms him so that he can decide whether to get it or not. =S gave mom a treat at ben and jerry's at the end of the day. yummmm.
us! =D
and because this is my blog,
lol. aniw, mom behaved funnily while we were taking the train home. she NEVER takes public transport see. she kept going to the wrong platforms and saying funny things. LOLNESS. parents. aniw, bumped into huimin just now at amk hub. she said that the dress i was wearing was nice!!!! haha. i was happy cuz this morn dad just complained it was too low-cut. =S parents. and huimin, ur eyeliner is fab too. it's liquid, right. man im jealous. lololol.
okay. shall end here. =DD
Tuesday, January 8, 2008, 4:19 AM
hee hee. i wore my new dress today! couldnt help it. i feel tempted to wear new stuff whenever i have new stuff. LOL. mom caught me and noticed immediately. but oh, surprise of all surprises! she said it was nice and asked if i could help her buy one too in another colour when she heard it only costs 22 bucks. hohoho.
met with jacq again today. been seeing that crazy thing so often, lol. we went to submit our job application forms. jacq's starting work tml. im starting later, after my contract with eu yan seng ends. haha. my friend is really helpful in helping us with this entire job intro and application thing. lol.
well anyway, we headed to kbox for k-lunch after that. i was so excited cuz i learnt all the angela chang's songs to sing today. but sadly, her songs r all so hard to sing! she never runs out of breath and loves to sing fast in a v.high pitch. i was so disappointed with myself. =(( and the lunch sucked. i didnt like the fish they had, but i dont like chicken as well.(they only had these two types) im such a fussy eater, lol. jacq always rolls her eyes at me and finishes my food. LOL.
after k-boxing, we went to buy makeup stuff and then headed to the library. oh, before that we stopped at this interesting machine that prints out gloss pics for u. u just need to bluetooth the pics u wanna print to the machine and they'll do the rest. 40 cents per pic! i printed 4!! including one of dennis o'neil. im hanging it up on my wall. of course tgthr with the pics of my lovelies lahhh. =) aniw, after reading for awhile jacq fell asleep. she SERIOUSLY can sleep anywhere. we stayed there for quite awhile. after she woke we started flipping through celebrity magazines and commenting on people we find pretty/ugly and their outfits and hair... blah..
looking for something, miss?? lol.
oh ytd jacq showed me some jap videos that were ABSOLUTELY HILARIOUS. it was some funny programme where ppl have to contort their body shapes to fit into some board and if they dont, they'll fall into the water. often they look UBER RETARDED. laughs loudly. i was laughing like mad and trying to be soft cuz i watched it at 12++ at night. jenn u should REALLY SEE THIS. next time u come on i'll give u the link.
my countdown's OVER!!!! =DDDDDD
Monday, January 7, 2008, 6:39 AM
quiz on facebook, who's my celebrity bf.
I'm "Justin Timberlake"! Everyone wants a cool boyfriend, and you don't get much cooler than JT. Congratulations - you've landed one of the only hot guys in the world that can dance. And you know what they say about guys who can dance.
HUH. who says i like guys that can dance. and what do they say abt guys that can dance? crazy. i like intelligent guys lol. justin timberlake doesnt strike me as smart.
another quiz, who's my ideal lover.
I need "The Flirt"! When it comes to all things, you want fun. You want someone who can make you moan and laugh at the same time. Your ideal lover has no trouble role-playing, whether it's as common as the naughty nurse or as ridiculous as a Star Wars character. And someone in the relationship has got an awfully big light saber.
HUH!! i hate flirts. and if my guy starts acting like a naughty nurse or someone from star wars, i'll slap him. and throw him out of my door.
okay enough of quizzes. anyway went back to aj today to collect my good progress award of net worth S$200.00. yay im rich. LOL. i miss aj lah. i miss school. anyway went to nyp with jacq after that for some job thing. soon we'll be working at nyp, which is cool, cuz we can save on bus fare, see cute guys, spend less on lunch, and work sitting down in an air-conditioned place. =)) after that we went to amk hub. i bought another dress. =S i reaaallllyyy cant shop with jacq. but it's so worth it, only 22 bucks! jacq bought more. she got a chaos dress from far east early in the morn before we met, and two other pieces from the hub. i seriously cant let my mom see my new dress. she'll kill me. it's now hidden in some corner of my cupboard. im planning to let it stay hidden for... maybe a month? then after that casually wear it. if mom notices, i'll say "oh this was bought a looong time ago! i told u before what, rmb?? i just didnt wear it, so u didnt see lahhh." =))) perfect. giggles.
anyway, we went to gym today! ran another 3km. hoho. after that i cooked noodles for us to eat. lol. okay that's so insignificant. bleargh. (actually my point behind this is jacq is so lazy she didnt cook her own dinner) HAHAHA, kidding.
1 MORE DAY. =))))
Sunday, January 6, 2008, 6:56 AM
tanning with jacq at sentosa again today! hahaha. we bought chips and drinks at the vivomart first so as to avoid being conned. the sun was fab today, we both got good tans. esp me, i think i look really dark. i like the way i look when im dark. like, being pale is always associated with sickly. pale and sickly. nobody says dark and sickly or tanned and sickly. tanned and healthy sounds more like it, right? LOL. but we got pissed by some crazy ah bengs that couldnt stop making weird noises and inviting us to go swimming with them. =S they were covered in tattoos and looked retarded. we walked away, and they started saying why we daoed them and all. i dont understand why ah bengs act this way. they think they're funny? it's as if they think everyone wants to know what they r thinking/saying. (that's why they shout alot) but sorry. we dont want to. cuz truth is, you look retarded, ah bengs. after the ah bengs episode, we saw this group of guys playing frisbee. of course they were not all shuai ges or sth, but at least they looked normal. so we settled down near them and started watching them play. heh. both jacq and i spotted a cute guy each, but on further observation we realize they only look good from far. but, aiya, better than nth lol. they werent wearing tops too. LOL. aniw, the rest of the day passed uneventfully. (we took the same monorail with the frisbee guys when we left too) we ate at vivo again. this time at food republic. the spaghetti they served was yum. lol. we also had ice cream. the bravissimo one this time.
aniw, jacq can sleep anywhere. she can sleep standing too. she looks hilarious sleeping on the train. oops.
pics!
i meant, pics of me. LOLLOL. okay okay.
2 more days. =)
Saturday, January 5, 2008, 9:19 AM
mannn. ytd huimin showed me this post in xiaxue's blog abt how to cheat using ez-link. i think we need it man! today i forgot to tap my ez-link when i alighted from the bus!! felt like slapping myself. lucky it was only 1 stop to the interchange, or i really will slap myself. rahhh. hope it doesnt happen again. =(
okie, enough ez-link rantings. met jacq and huimin at j8 after piano. shopped around. then we went to the bbq at patrick's house. haha. jacq and i ate alot. she ate more though. huimin ate only a little. she's very easily full hahaha. then we started playing bridge. one side was the more pro one, the other was the noob one. after playing awhile at the pro side i went over to the noob side. then some ppl i didnt really kan shun yan joined us. apparently they were from a "gambling sch" leh, play bridge everyday. but in the end, still lost to me 2 times. (we only played two rounds) =S ehhh sorry hor miss big tummy, the aj brain is still better than ur gambling brain. HAHAHA. OOPS. got a little high after that. did some unglam things but... haiya. lol. jacq came over after awhile too, and got a little impatient. actually i was too, but was trying to smile and act nice lol.
pics!
aniw ytd someone said that he can see im genuinely happy judging from my facebook and friendster pics. lol. i nv really thought u could gauge whether a person is truly happy or not by looking at his/her pics. why, would u carry a sad look behind ur smile when u're actually sad? i only think of looking good in pics. hahaha. maybe he thinks too much. i think too little. geminians r superficial ppl. but actually there isnt much to be sad abt lah. some things r better off forgotten fast.
bleargh, 3 more days lahhhh.
Friday, January 4, 2008, 2:37 AM
haiya. dont know why my previous post had such a weird layout. nvm, forget it.
shopped today with my mom at amk hub. lol. i didnt need to pay for anith lah, so happy. keke. i got 3 dresses and a new pair of heels! one's a sundress, the other two were tube dresses. cuz the other time i saw a tube dress i liked at far east but it cost 40 bucks. today i saw a similar one at amkhub going for 34 bucks! then i thought of getting one, but cuz my mom bought two dresses that cost 60 bucks each, they gave a further discount on 3rd and 4th pieces. so i ended up with 2 tube dresses! =)) (my mom spends like crazy, but that's one of the reasons why i love shopping with her.)after that we went to mondo, and they had a 20% discount! they had a new arrival that i saw once i stepped into the shop, so i got it too. LOL. wanted to take a pic of the shoes and dresses but if i posted it up people will know how my new stuffs look like, so no surprise. hahaha.
saw quite some aj people at the hub today. bumped into huimin and mag too! they were going for interviews again lol. i cant wait for my job to start lahhh. feel like such a good-for-nothing, eating sleeping and spending without earning. rahh. i miss school. =( at least then i had sth to do and ppl to see.
after that, i went gymming. the gym only had two treadmills and they were in use, so i sat at one of the other equipment to wait. 5 mins later i was asleep. lol. must be due to safe eyes lah, make me sleep at 4am last night. so tired. really paiseh lah, hogging the thing without using. but after that i ran 3km! heh. may not sound like alot, but to me it's already alot k. lol.
sighs. today is a sad day lah. he's goneeeee, though only for a few days. but still. =( today is a happy day =))
Thursday, January 3, 2008, 7:17 AM
went tanning with liyin and jacq today at sentosa. at first there was this little drizzle, so we went to some little shop to buy snacks. one normal sized packet of chips cost 3 bucks, and ly actually bought it. after that some sun came out so we quickly hurried off to tan. lol. tanning is such a leisurely activity. you dont need to use your brains or even talk. just lie there and enjoy only. after that liyin and i went into the water. we were having fun when she suddenly complained that there was a cut-like pain on her leg. i told her she must have been bitten or sth so we got out of the water. haha. i think because we went into the water so we ended up tanner than jacq.
pics!
okie, that's all from my lan cam. the following are pics from jacq's better cam.
ha looks like im proposing to ly here.
i think i really look so different without makeup. plainer, uglier. =S
3 of us =)
after that we went to clean up and headed to vivo for dinner. we could have gone to a better place since both ly and jacq had a craving for pastamania and vivo didnt have that, but(sighs) we arent students anymore, and the increased fare we have to pay in order to travel is a great heartache. so we ended up eating some not-very-tasty spaghetti at the stupid foodcourt. =( saw ly's ex crush and my ex eyecandy. wahah. coolios. after that we went to try on clothes. jacq and ly both saw sth they want, but only jacq bought sth. ly and i were watching our pockets. =( ended the day with a ben and jerry's each. it was super cold, cuz we were all sunburnt and eating cold ice cream in a cold shop. brr.
ben and jerry's..
hahaha. well other than a fun day out with my lovelies, there is some other reason why today is a happy day. of course it's not to be divulged, lol. i love to indulge in my little secret and fantasy lah. it'll not be as fun if some things are let out. maybe some day i'll be unable to contain it and i'll tell all. but for now. =)))) i'll have it alllll to myself!
okay. last but not least. i have to say this now or i'll burst. I HATE SAFE EYES. i dont know how it freakin works, but it shuts the net off at 12 midnight and let me use it again at 2am. so in the meantime i have to wait like shit. im so ultra super pissed. i dont know what's the purpose of installing this sh*t software. im not some 13 yr old kid who's obsessed with porn or sth why must they do this to my com???? crap. im so ultra pissed. but aniw, thank you pals (namely jacq and jenn) who always stands by me to perk me up whenever i have to wait for this sh*t software. LOL. thank youuusss!!
this is a hard blog to start, what with my lack of blogspot and html knowledge and the stupid safe eyes software installed in my com that cuts off my internet usage at around midnight. =S but thank goodness jacq helped, lol. she must find me super ma fan, coupled with her impatient streak, but she's nice. =) so must say thanks. heh.
aniw, watched avp2 with huimin and maggie today. what a great disappointment. there is seriously no plot, and alot of gore. in fact im quite surprised it's only NC-16 cuz i thought the gore level neared the M-18 category. there was no story, the predator looked funny with his (i think it's) hair, and the alien only salivated alot. the effects were blurry, the entire movie kinda took place in the dark. and whenever the screen switched from normal view to the predator's view there would be this smacking sound that got me damn irritated. alot of people died, and mag got so horrified she repeated "i wanna puke already" for like 13 times. LOL. i didnt get disgusted by the deaths, i got disgusted by alien's saliva. =S
yay. tanning tml at sentosa! finally we get to go. been talking about going since A's ended but liyin's always not free. my mom was real reluctant though, she insists i go to ntuc with her to buy groceries with her first tml before i can leave. grumbles. but whatever, im gonna wear my new huge white shades. =D
Thursday, January 31, 2008, 6:52 PM
