annual cny meet up with the lovelies on saturday. ly wasnt there though. tsk.
caught sweeney todd. jacq fell asleep cuz she couldnt stand the singing. jenn said it was alright. BUTTTT. i thought it was good!! LOL. (okay shut up jacq) maybe it's because i love johnny depp. (okay shut up jacq/jenn) he is WAYYYYY charming. i really think he's hot. so shoot me. LOL! and the figure hugging suit he wore in the movie is OMG HOT.
some pics.
first attempt. jenn's face got cut.
better second attempt.
jenn and me.
jacq and me.
walked around a little after the movie then headed home.
was abt to go bathe and rest and slack online when jacq's colleague invited us to go over to her place for a mahjong session. haha. although it was nearing midnight and i NEVER, I MEAN NEVER, touched a mahjong tile before, i agreed. LOL. once we started it never stopped. reached home only at abt 7am this morning. WAHHHH. damn tired can.
slept for abt 3 hours before heading to the temple with my family to pray. wah damn crowded. the smoke got into my eyes, damnnnn pain can. *grumbles*
random.
oh. jacq was showing me a couple of horoscope videos that i thought were really accurate. should check them out man. it's so true!
sighssss.
maybe being the weaker/more submissive/the one who's always waiting/the more unimpt one really just aint me.
it gets really tiring when someone purposely does something just to see how you'll react to it, as if you're only some experimental tool.
it gets really tiring trying to be more tolerant and to be someone im not.
if im really so unimportant, why dont you say it straight. why do you drop hints here and there and when i finally think you actually do mean it, take everything back and leave me wondering what's happening?
i hate not being the first and most important and most valued.
and i hate waiting.
so i shall never ever repeat this same mistake and start believing that i actually do mean something.
and i will never make the mistake of actually letting YOU mean something first.