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Monday, February 25, 2008, 7:44 AM

DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN.

why is that whenever i change blogskins weird things happen. my picture posts get all screwed and now my music section becomes so small. rahh.

sighs.

UPDATE: thank you jacq! for being nice and helping me with the music section hahaha.

i am feeling a little kooky and a little upset now. maybe it's pms. but i think there's a little more to that. i dont know why i always dont have the guts/tact to ask/say what i truly wanna know/wanna say. and i'll always be left wondering and thinking "did what so-and-so say mean what i think it means???" or "if so-and-so does/doesnt do something what does it mean???" DAMN. and then i would start acting a little aloof and unbothered, because im too stuck in my own thoughts to think about what i should say/do next. and then people would start thinking maybe i didnt care about them. and then they would start acting aloof and unbothered too. and i will be there struggling to find ways to say...

hello, i do care, i care alot. dont leave me here alone and walk away like that, because im really already trying very hard to reach you and show you how much you matter.

but at the end of the story, i dont know if people actually get my message. im just this tad bit scared that someday the people i care about will all leave me because i just cant kick myself in the head and get over whatever it is that's stopping me from saying "hi, how are you today? i miss you badly."