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Tuesday, April 29, 2008, 7:54 AM

guess where i went today!!

yes!! to Ben&Jerry's Free Cone Day!! hahaha. jacq and i purposely took half day to head to the Ben&Jerry's at grand cathay. the queue was surprisingly much shorter than what i expected. we got 2 cones in less than an hour! after we got our 1st we immediately went to queue for another. and some RI kid behind us was saying "it's quite immoral to queue again." LOLOLOLOL. ooookayyyy...

too bad i'm not really an ice-cream person. the first cone already got me a little full, but for the sake of being a cheapo, i went for the 2nd. couldnt finish, so i gave it to jacq. that clumsy thing dropped her unfinished cone on the floor. LOL. so paiseh for her. no wonder she walked away so fast from the scene of crime. anyway i think if my sis were to go she'd have managed to eat millions of cones, that scary junk-food master that NEVER gets fat. hahaha.

anyway, today's SIN DAY. been a long time since i binged like this! cuz after the cones, jacq suddenly had a craving for sakae sushi buffet. we decided to go to the sakae beside plaza singapura, but they had some event going on near there and sealed up the whole place. we looked like idiots trying to navigate our way around the barriers, so we gave up and walked to heeren. it wasnt until we were there that we remembered that entire level was sealed up for renovation! bahhh. i told jacq it must be a sign, lol.

not giving up, we headed to wheelock. it was soooo damn hot! and really far. but in the end we made it there and stuffed ourselves sooooo fullllll. *shakes head* this is such a SIN.

diet starts tomorrow. !!

Sunday, April 27, 2008, 6:28 AM

having such a bad backache now that i couldnt even wear my own shoes. =( wonder what's wrong with me. old age, maybe.

went to queensway with jacq yesterday to get her sneakers! walked around the maze-like shopping centre, lol. after that we went to town to walk around. basically a walk-around-aimlessly day. but i got flats! and she got another top. =D

































went to the ntu hi-tea today! it was pretty informative. they talked about the different majors they offer. i like tourism and hospitality! but they only offer 50 places. marketing sounds pretty fun too. lol. was so lost at first but then i saw stacy who was also feeling quite lost. hahaha. she says it's like a brainwashing session and that she's still waiting for nus and considering smu. i didnt think it was a brainwashing session, cuz im already brainwashed. LOL. heck nus, and i didnt even apply for smu. =D ntu ntu NTU!!!

dont diss my obsession off first. i have my reasons for supporting ntu okay.

let me first compare smu and ntu. but this is just my very PERSONAL opinion okay. everyone's entitled to think differently. if you're a fan of smu, then you can leave my blog right now. okay. firstly, smu just gave me a really bad impression, in terms of who they employ as teaching staff. i still remember that transvestite guy in a tight suit who couldnt talk properly. -.- and this other guy whose face just fell and looked bu shuang and kept saying "are you all sure you all dont want to sit in for the next talk? it's really informative you know..." in a tone that suggests we're idiots for choosing to walk out of the hall after the first talk.(which 90% of the people did.) and the way smu people KEEEEEEEP saying how their small tutorial classes will cater to us much better than ntu/nus. they couldnt stop comparing, seriously. i also dont like how they greatly emphasize on class participation, and even grade you for it. every class will be like a competition to see who talks more. everyone will be fighting to talk and shooting daggers at each other. so very sad.

on the other hand, ntu is much cosier. when someone asked the professor who was talking to us just now to compare ntu with the other universities, he said "i wont say we're better or worse, inferior or superior, it's just that we offer a different value." what a parting shot! and he looks so keen and so glad to be talking to us. he keeps assuring us that everyone will be offered an opportunity at ntu. aint it cool. they even guarantee we'll have a hostel to stay at for the first year. smu doesnt even have hostels. no midnight supper, night cycling, overnight mahjong sessions...

as for nus, it's much better than smu lah. and i'd go there if there wasnt so much competition for the hostels and throughout the school, and if they had the 3-year direct honours thing.

so there. ntu rocks. LOL. =D

Friday, April 25, 2008, 7:25 AM

meet my new friend, paula threehill!





























(get the joke?? LOL. if you dont, here's a hint: it's something to do with queenie's new hairstyle.)


FINALLY!! we've finally managed to reach an agreement as to when we're going to taiwan. i cant wait. it's going to be loads of fun, i just know it. =)

went to dental appointment with my sis just now. and look who i saw at the dental clinic!





















hello jenny! =)

Wednesday, April 23, 2008, 8:04 AM

reading a new book now! Nineteen Minutes by jodi picoult. it's about this boy peter who went into his school mass shooting people. picoult wrote about everyone's perspective, the victims', the victims' parents, the shooter's, the shooter's parents', the survivors', the survivors' parents', the detective's, the prosecutor's, the defense lawyer's...

at first you'll think peter is evil and you'll hate him for killing everyone, but then the story slowly reveals his childhood and how he suffered teasing since young and how he got ostracized by everyone. then you'll start feeling sorry for him. it's a real complicated story, and picoult's darn good. she ends every sub-part with a metaphor or a one-liner that really strikes you. it's a MUST-READ.

i think adults, especially parents, should really read it. people who think things are always so simple and small when it comes to kids stuff. people who think that kids are so young and innocent they wouldnt be capable of anything THAT evil. people who think that just by complaining to teachers or ignoring the bullies you will stop the whole cycle of viciousness. people who never really listen carefully enough or never try hard enough to understand. it gives a whole new perspective.

i wanna go donate blood!! LOL. but i got no guts no guts no guts. =(

Tuesday, April 22, 2008, 5:49 AM

Our heartiest congratulations to you! You are among the select candidates who have been offered a place in the Bachelor of Business programme at the Nanyang Business School (NBS) which has been ranked the top business school in Singapore and ASEAN by the Financial Times in January 2008.


be still, my heart.

this just came through the mail. lol. mom got it and gave it to me. she was itching and dying to open it i can see. but i was too scared. could literally feel my heart rate increase 5 folds when i saw the letterhead. but anyway i did, in the end. haha. and i seriously dont get why they STILL had to include the last part of the sentence about being ranked by financial times. stuff it already, i know i know. that's why i CHOSE YOU, right? -.-

*dances around*



okay, on to the next topic of my post today.

i'd wanted to talk more about the flowers i got yesterday! but it was late and i was darn woozy already. so. i thought it was only right to give credit to the sweetest thing ever. =D i think it was the only present maf ever gave me actually, not counting those ugly t-shirts he doesnt want that he dumps on me, and that little dolphin which is not attachable to anywhere. but it's the thought(all the way from brunei), and the effort(roping in jacq and jenn) that count, right?

thank YOUUUUU sweets. the flowers are beautiful and i love them!

and for the first time ever in my blog,




i love you too =)


oh update update!





























that's me, yuyanthegreat! LOL.

and meet my new friend, wagglez.



Monday, April 21, 2008, 9:06 AM

more pics from jacq's bday!

























oh and look what i've gotten today!





















MUAHA. =DD

Saturday, April 19, 2008, 8:42 AM

caught definitely, maybe with jenn after work yesterday. it's really nice. hahaha. i thought at first that it's gonna be some typical boring romance movie, but it wasnt! i was touched! so touched i almost cried! =D watch it watch it!!!

haha. jenn told me some more funny stories about her workplace, which happens to be a school. LOL. i think teaching is a real tough job. ohh, and we saw some funny incident at BK too. some guy who got so affected by his friend's joke that he spit out whatever he was drinking and sprayed all over his lucky friends. LOLNESS.

jacq's bday today!



HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOUUU!! =D


met up with the lovelies and the colleagues altogether. the lovelies first though. we walked around aimlessly, and then the colleagues joined us, and went to heeren to get something, and then the lovelies went to nydc to eat while the colleagues left to do their own shopping. hahaha. oh, and then jacq left. for... certain reasons. *grins*

pics!





















the people with the braces.





















the people without. =D





















dubious jenny.























one of jacq's presents.





















LOVEEEEE!!! =))


well after jacq left, jenn liyin and me went to walk around. was at taka when liyin left us too. lol. jenn and i headed to cine then. wanted to check out the havaianas there. sadly there wasnt anymore sizes left for the colour jenny wanted. and i'm so not gonna spend money alone, lol. we walked on to centrepoint where we got ice cream and went to times to walk around.

anyway, jenny was saying we should all have a "yearbook day", where we all bring our own jc yearbooks and gossip about stuff! LOL. sounds like a pretty fun idea eh! so what do you say(to jacq and liyin)? =DD

Thursday, April 17, 2008, 7:21 AM

NEW SPECS!! =)























muahaha. didnt wanna zilian alone, so.



























LOL. anyway, the specs is cool at the sides. it looks like this:



















aint v.clear, but got pattern one, lol.

anyway, yesterday i was walking home from piano when i saw this on the floor. it'd just rained, so the whole floor was wet, only this little patch stayed dry, and nope, i didnt edit it or what.

























nyp cca open house today. lol. the colleagues went to check it out. we watched the dance performance by their dance group, foreign bodies. jacq wanted to join, but we werent sure if they'd let non-students join. it's quite funny, having to explain to those people thrusting all their flyers at us that we werent students. i think they probably didnt believe. probably thought that we said that to avoid taking their flyers. -.- do we look like such goons? i mean, what a lame excuse to use just because you dont wanna take a flyer. i've been through CCA open houses before, and it totally sucks when those juniors give you all types of stupid excuses to get you off their backs, as if we would be stupid enough to really believe them. i mean, have more standard please. dont wanna take just politely smile and shake your head and say "no thanks", not like we'll shove the paper in your mouth. even walking away ignoring would be better than giving dumb excuses and giggling like it's very very hilarious.

anyway, we did sign up in the end.(after a vvvvvv long debate with nicole and queenie who feared the auditions) hahaha. so cool. think it'll be pretty fun, a diversion from our otherwise v.boring lives.

the office these days is like an intellectual house. all of us are reading some book or other. there are many nice books out there i realize. must quickly finish reading ALLL of them! =DD

Wednesday, April 16, 2008, 7:54 AM

okay, this is mostly gonna be just a picture post. of the flea market last saturday.





























that's jacq looking v.excited at the stuff she saw and me looking like a goon.





























jacq me aiping.





















jacq me aiping nicole.

























queenie haggling like an auntie, LOL.























vic and angie.





















money matters, lol.

































got so bored at work today! queenie went to search for some stretching exercises we could do, lol. damn funny lah. should have taken a video of her doing the "shou lian" exercise, LOL.

yay most probably getting my new specs tomorrow! =))

Tuesday, April 15, 2008, 7:20 AM

fake nails only lasted me a day. well less than that actually. only a night. ONE miserable night, lol. jacq says i surely cant survive with it one. and she's right. hahaha. it's terrible lahh. try it and you'll know the inconvenience. =S

went to watch run papa run with the colleagues last night. the movie was okay i guess. actually, i wasnt really paying attention to the storyline. all i remember from the movie was how omg-gorgeous louis koo looked. *swoons* omg lahhh. LOL. today they were discussing about how they found the movie, and i realized i couldnt come up with much opinion, except how cute/funny/gorgeous louis koo was. MUAHAHA. queenie would agree with meee!! (go away jacq)

everybody's sick in the office these days, how sad.

i'm finishing those books i borrowed from the library already, wayyyy before the due date. this rarely happens to me, cuz i usually dont have so much time to read and will have to return the books before i'm done reading. reading is good! =) haha.






oh come onnnnn.

Saturday, April 12, 2008, 7:53 AM

went to the lime flea market today!! nicole and queenie have a stall there so jacq and i went to peng chang. BUT!! we ended up spending so much money there lahhh. the stuff there are soooo cheap!! i spent 53 bucks there leh. got a dress, a top and a necklace!!

i got fake nails today too. only to remember i need to take them out before my next piano lesson. =S

went to walk around with jacq after that. we walked soooo damn much today my legs feel like collapsing. -.- we got hungry and wanted to get something to eat, so we went to cine's pastamania, only to find it full. we proceeded walking and walking and walking to find food but couldnt find any satisfactory places. in the end we got so tired we were dizzy and a little hysterical. LOL. we walked alllll the way to plaza singapura and settled down at pastamania there. LOL. felt so satiated after the meal lahh.

okie, shall go fix my new nails!! =)







this is so not easy.

Friday, April 11, 2008, 5:43 AM

okay i've changed my song. stop bugging me already. -.- lol.

had a hard time waking up today, lol. it was kinda raining outside and the whole atmosphere just got me back to sleep. so. i skipped work. muaha.

woke up past noon and just basically had a slack day.

anyway, does anyone have any good recommendations of websites that allow you to download english songs?? used to go to esnips.com but it kinda got a new policy or sth and i cant use it to download anymore. =(( help meeeee!






waiting waiting waitinggggg.....

Thursday, April 10, 2008, 8:22 AM

went to liquid kitchen yesterday after work. the atmosphere there quite nice, quiet quiet one. a great place for people to just sit around and engage in mindless chatter, lol.

woke up today not feeling too well. got headache and sore throat. =( think im really falling sick, cuz im feeling REALLLY tired now and it's not even 12 yet. sighsss.

i just had a dream anyway. i was near some big sea which was vvvv polluted. then i saw this area with LOTS of dead turtles like the ones i have at home. i was telling someone beside me, dunno who, that it was quite sad, when suddenly there was this vvvv heavy rain and the ENTIRE SMELLY GROSS DISGUSTING SEA WATER PILED WITH DEAD TURTLES came surging towards us. we were all submerged inside lah. and i was forcing myself not to breathe cuz once i open my mouth the horrible smelling water would get inside. the stench was horrendous man. must be a sign. trying to tell me to stop polluting the env maybe... or trying to tell me to treat my turtles better. which do you think it is??? *ponders*


today was my suay day. keep bumping to people i dont wanna see. jacq will know what i'm talking about, that GLOATER who obviously thinks it's funny. -.- -.-

i finished some murder mystery book today! the content is quite grisly. cuz all the murders were committed by "puncturing the eyes" and making "thick gooey eye liquid sreaked with blood" flow out. bian tai author lah. but the gore got me hooked LOL. im such a bian tai too, omg.

damnnnn tired. shall go sleep now. YAWNS.









oh and did i mention, I HATE THE AIR FORCE?? =(

Tuesday, April 8, 2008, 8:26 AM

today is maf's official last day in singapore! for 2 months anyway. went to ikea with him in the morning to get some last minute stuff, some cupboard divider of some sort. shrugs.


after that we went to anchorpoint for breakfast and queensway to get his shades. it's a wonder how fast guys shop. he decided which pair to get within, like, 15 mins. if it were me i'd probably take 5 hours. plus, it's something that costs 180 bucks, not 1.80. i'd probably take 10 hours, on second thought, to part with almost 200 bucks. =S

















proud of his new shades, lol. but he kinda looks blind in this pic.


went to j8 to play arcade with nicole queenie angie and vic today! played the bball thing, damn fun lah. we played until damn high can. LOL. the arms very suan lah. we played daytona too!!

anyway nicole totally cracked me up today. cuz me angie and vic were queuing for the dbs atm machine. then nic said she wants to draw money too. so she queued behind me. then queenie was like "you got dbs card meh??" and nicole was like "yea hor!!!" and backed away. damnnnn blur lah. then after we left, i asked her which bank she uses then. and she said "POSB." i was like !!!!!!!!!!!!!. and she said queenie told her you cant use dbs for posb cards. LOLNESS LAHHHH. damn funny those 2.

then while we were eating, i asked nicole some random question and she sorta misinterpreted what i meant. it was an honest mistake, but queenie laughed until she fell out of her chair, like LITERALLY!!! (spilling milk tea on me!!! lol) so funny, now i know how the expression "laugh till you fall out of your chair" came about.

hahahaha. okay, i need my beauty sleep early tonight! =)

Monday, April 7, 2008, 7:19 AM

hahaha. i just finished my latest project! it's a farewell gift for maf by the way. lol. i didnt know i had the art of gift-giving in my genes. and the end product turned out pretty nice, if i do say so myself. =) it wasnt like a huge nice mapped out present or something, but for me it's already considered quite an effort okay. muaha.

but it's reasonable for such an effort, since he's gonna be away for a whopping 2 months! that's realllllly long. plus brunei, where he's going, sounds damn boring. i cant imagine how i'd survive at a place with no fun, no friends and limited internet access. that's how it is with army i guess.

i've been having really weird dreams these past nights. they all have this general storyline of me trying to run away from people who're trying to kill me. it's eerie and scary and thrilling. i wonder if it's a sign. hmm.

yawnssss.

Sunday, April 6, 2008, 7:38 AM

been having red, swollen, runny eyes these few days. dont know why. =( my eyes'll feel as if there's something inside them when there actually isnt. if i ignore it, it'll start tearing on its own. if i rub it, it'll turn red and swell AND still tear. bleargh. drinking liang cha now, hope it helps.

went towning with mom yesterday, hahaha. bought a new top and 2 new pairs of shoes! yayness.

today i rotted at home. woke up at 12. had brunch. then slacked around at home before heading to the library. i'd finished reading everything angie's got, lol. so must find some new books to kill time. i know it aint easy to find really good books, so i tried really hard. in the end i borrowed three. just started a little on the first, but i'm already kinda disappointed. =( so much for making the whole plot sound so enticing, when the writer cant write at all. borringgggggg.

went to the gym afterwards. one of the track machines spoilt!! and you know how that machine is the most highly sought after equipment. so i had to wait to use it. meanwhile i played with the climbing machine(dont know what it's called lah). and poooft, awhile later i'd already done 1002 strides. afterwards i still ran 3km. muahaha.

facebook is giving me some ultra sh*tty problems. i know my laptop isnt the most advanced computer in the world, and usually it takes really long to load some stuffs, but now it doesnt even allow me to access the homepage. rahhness. *slams laptop against wall repeatedly*

okay cool down.

anyway i found this new game called cooking academy, and it works like angie's nintendo ds game. like you know, fry, knead, boil, cut stuff. muaha. ultra fun lahh. go try it! =)

Thursday, April 3, 2008, 9:02 AM

sun goes down by david jordan, great song!

Open your eyes coz another day is dawning,
Children of the night , can you hear them all calling.
Stars open up and an angel starts falling,
Listen to their beats, can you hear them hollering

Start in the morning, through to the evening
Dance like you’re the only one around
Move like you want it
Groove like you need it,
Dancing it up till the sun goes down

Free your mind coz tonight we’re gonna break it down
Shake make it funky down
Get so high as the toxins in your body
Are the bass and the drums and the ra, ra, ra
We’re right on time, & all is fine
If you’ve lost your senses here have mine and..

Lose yourself in the time you awake wait till the evening time
’till the sunshine breaks.

Ahh Common
Open your eyes coz another day is dawning,
Children of the night , can you hear them all calling.
Skies open up and an angel starts falling,
Listen to the beats, can you hear them hollering

Stop in the morning, through to the evening
Dance like you’re the only one around
Move like you want it
Grove like you need it,
Dancing it up til the sun goes down.

Till the sun goes down…

Go Come on for this makes for hysteria
You feelin what we bring to y’all..
Peace and love find yourself gettin down tonight, tonight tonight, tonight

Fire is burning on and theres children in the forest playing
Just come forget this to forget the beats hunting for its prey

Till the sun goes down
Till the sun goes
Sun goes down
Sun goes down sun goes down
Sun goes down!

Open your eyes coz another day is dawning,
Children of the night , can you hear them all calling.
Skies open up and an angel starts falling,
Listen to the beats, can you hear them hollering

Stop in the morning, through to the evening
Dance like you’re the only one around
Move like you want it
Grove like you need it,
Dancing it up till the sun goes down


MY SISTER'S KEEPER is probably one of the best reads i've had in recent years. in fact, one of the best books i ever read. besides harry potter and this book called The Desert Flower. it really hooks you. sorry for taking such a long time to read pals, hahaha. but i keep re-reading parts because i just love the way picoult writes.







you know i do appreciate honesty, but there are some things i'd rather not hear.

Tuesday, April 1, 2008, 7:01 AM

did this super duper accurate personality quiz.

测试结果:蓝色情缘

个性写真:在你的潜意识中,希望能找到一位可以依靠,让你觉得有安全感的人。因为,你其实是一个表面上看起来非常有自信心,又非常懂得生活的人,很多人都非常的欣赏你,觉得你未来一定非常的光明,非常的有前途。但是,只有你知道,你真的对自己很没信心,觉得自己一切都不够好,一切都可以更好,所以你给自己的压力实在太大了,小心喘不过气来呀!

秘密情缘:爱要说出来,而好强的你,其实非常渴望得到情人的鼓励和赞美,甚至是一份支持。但是不轻易服输的你,又要硬撑,绝不会把自己脆弱无助的一面说出来,宁愿自己疗伤止痛,也不愿意让对方知道,因此当爱有了距离后,要进一步真的很难呀!

爱情小叮咛:偶尔当当小女人,其实也不错,练习卸下自己的坚强的伪装吧!爱情情缘才会跟着来,抚慰你寂寞哀怨的心情。


it's so true it literally struck a chord.





i never knew that one person could mean this much, that one word could mean this much.
that one word from one person could trigger tears, could make or break me.


and anyway, HAPPY APRIL'S FOOLS DAYYYYY!!!!!!! jenny and i decided to play a prank. HAHAHAHA. it was good entertainment and break from my boring work stuff. hohoho. but to all people i pranked: I DIDNT MEAN TO BE MEAN OKAY. THOSE WERE JUST JOKES. AND IF YOU BELIEVED WHAT I SAID, I LOVE YOU MORE JUST FOR WILLING TO BELIEVE ME! hahahaha.