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Saturday, July 26, 2008, 10:48 PM

i'm like so super damn tired now.

went to nicole's chalet at aloha loyang last night. we watched the slideshow nicole made(so nice!), had biscuits and coke, talked alot, and watched The Hills Have Eyes. OHMYGOD la i tell you. the gore is eekish. the whole movie is just blood-filled. sick mannn. everybody just ends up hurt and bloodied or dead. -.-

after that we went to watch sunrise, or rather, went to ATTEMPT to watch sunrise. sadly we didnt catch it. went back to chalet to catch a meagre 2 hours sleep, and i'm off to town.

pageant fitting today at heeren's NUM!!! it was really cool. we only got to try a few designs today though. cuz they just want our sizes. according to the snobby guy, NUM will decide who shall wear what and they will mix and match our attire for us. *grumbles* that kinda takes abit of joy out of the whole thing doesnt it. and that idiotic snobby guy says he can tell our bikini sizes just like that, so we neednt try the bikinis. like AS IF. our seniors were like rolling their eyes and making some funny comments about that "think he's so big" cao ah gua. HA.

after that we went Kai to try our casual wear. abit weird leh their designs. everybody was obviously not too glad about the outfits they got. i'm okay with mine lah, but it isnt REALLY nice or what. but what to do. sponsored outfits are like that i guess.

i dont know what i'm doing going for hall camp really. -.- i wont be there for almost all of it. we're gonna have dance practices, photoshoot and videoshoot coming up. i'll literally be MIA-ing from hall camp lah. and my smelly ogl, whoever he/she is, hasnt mailed me my og details or the packing list. lucky i got the list from jenny. i'm still og-less though. =( unwanted.

i have lasted through piano class and then dinner till now. weirdly i'm not feeling tired already. i think i'm starting to mutate into some creature that needs no sleep. hahaha. hello, dark eye ringsssss.

anyway, this is really random, but i think i have the best boyfriend in the world LOL. though he might be eating a tad bit too much supper and growing some belly fats now LOLOLOL. but he IS still the best, i wont ever trade him for anything else =D

tee hee.

okay i shall stop it.

goodnight world! see you all at hall camps.

Thursday, July 24, 2008, 11:47 PM

today's liyin's birthday! happy birthday girl! =D

went to zouk with the nypers last night. i still think clubbing aint really my thing. i didnt really like the mambo music, and i hate how we have to shout ourselves hoarse to hear each other. AND i hate fatties/stinkies/stickies who do not realize the discomfort they pose and still dance damn close to you. -.- i ALSO dislike the crowd and the pushing and the people who step on my foot. rah. no more clubbing.

i bought new bedsheets today! damn cute got cows one LOL. yay i'm moving into hall on monday! =D

anyway, i just found out that my casual wear/bikini sponsor for the pageant is.......... *drum rollllll*....... NUM!!!!! wahahaha. aint that exciting. i'll be getting to wear stuff from NUM!! too bad we cant take it home with us though sighsss, LOL. but still, at least i know i wont be wearing some kuku clothes.

i have pics again today! long ago pics taken when the nypers were at sentosa. =D
















































































































































isnt this a beautiful pic!























it's supposed to spell "LOVE" lol.





























okay! that's all for today! LOL.
oh!! and i'm supposed to say: credits to nicole! =)

Wednesday, July 23, 2008, 4:31 PM

went to minds cafe with timon yesterday! they have alotttt of games there! i've never seen many of them before, but damn fun lah lol. we were shouting loudly and doing stupid forfeits as if we owned the place. luckily the people there were nice enough not to scold us. lol. oh and the food was pretty nice too. found another cool hangout place! =D

timons eat ALOT seriously. after the meal at minds they proceeded to eat tao huey and you tiao at rochor. -.- fatness, fatness. lol. oh and it was damn smelly cuz we were sitting at some dark alley with 5000 lizards crawling around, yikes. but the tao huey was quite nice.

pics!





























greedy me with my oily youtiao and tao huey.





























went for my pageant evening gown fitting today! it was soooo fun! there were alot of dresses to choose from leh. we went to some bridal gown shop at tanjong pagar. i was so spoilt for choice! i tried a pink tube dress that looked really princessy and another hot pink halter one. in the end we decided the hot pink looked better on me so i picked that. the padding inside is damnnnn thick, makes my boobs look uber huge -.- -.- the rest of the girls picked really beautiful dresses too! we have to dance ballroom dance in that, prays my partner isnt a klutz that will keep stepping on my hem. LOL. one klutz in the team(me) is quite enough.

just in case you dont know,
this is my partner:






























i am moving into hall soon!! going to shop for the necessities tomorrow first, like bedsheets, bolster etc. i'll so miss my bed at home! =(

Tuesday, July 22, 2008, 12:47 AM

shopping day with jenny today!! we bought alot of clothes!! okay, not alot, but i'm still excited about it wahah. i havent been towning for so long i just couldnt resist spending. it's an addiction, shopping. =S

oh and we spent almost the whole day chatting about our camps. fright night, SP night and all. LOL. damn interesting and hilarious.

jenny REALLY morphed into a lobster, a moulting lobster in fact. please girl do yourself a favour and put more sunblock during hall camp!! LOL, or i'll laugh at you everytime i see you, which is gonna be quite often i think. we might even be in the same OG! =DD

not that my skin is at its best though. im having outbreak, GAAHHHHH!!!! sadness sadness. i rarely have outbreaks THIS bad, im so sad. i keep thinking everyone is staring at my pimple when talking to me. (this may sound paranoid but all of you think that, admit it now. lol)

OG outing again tomorrow!

i should rest more so that my complexion can recover faster.

tata then!

Monday, July 21, 2008, 2:12 AM

went to catch dark knight with TIMON just now! lol. i think the movie was fabulous, and batman was so shuai!! hahaha. it's a must-watch! =D and going into uni is great, cuz just by going to one camp i've found a friend who drives!! wahaha. and who sent me home just now. no more "rush-for-the-last-train" woes now!

there are soooo may pictures of the FOC camp up on facebook now LOL. all showing my utter unglamness. i have a few! shall post them on my blog. tee hee.

blindfolded and bullied, lol.

























even in my blinded state i know where the camera was!





























timon girls on SP night!

























timon guys on SP night!

























one of my fave pics!

























acting silly.






























with all the senior guys!

























with chao zhang and nelson.























































supposedly the aj gang, but with some last minute chap in people, lol. anyway there's natalie, ruoyi, me, huey eng and leon => the AJCIANS! =)























































cheering while soaked in flour.































my SP, and the people who tried to trick me. =S

























looking crazy at joo chiat.































last but not least, the infamous photo formation.

























=DD

Sunday, July 20, 2008, 12:47 AM

i was feeling so bad just now! cuz i was supposed to go for union camp tomorrow, but i was feeling so lazy so i e-mailed the leader saying i wont be going already. then just now he called and spent 35 mins trying to convince me to go cuz they had a lack of people. he kept repeating "please please please" and i was feeling so badddd. but i still said im not going anyway LOL. cuz the feel bad feeling will go away but i'll be so stuck in camp if i regret my decision later wahaha.

OG outing tomorrow for the dark knights!! lol.

yawns i just remembered i havent bathed.

i miss my boyfriend!!!!!! =( 18 more days to go.

Saturday, July 19, 2008, 1:31 AM

i am back from NBS camp!! hahahaha. it is sooooo the best camp i'd ever been to!! the seniors were all so nice and the games were all so funnnn!!! it totally convinced me i didnt make a wrong choice choosing NBS. wahah. and i think i'm so lucky to be chosen to go for camp. i heard the people who got rejected set up a group on some forum calling themselves the rejects or something. but aiyaaaa if you missed this camp i think you REALLLLLY missed out alot leh. but for 4 nights i only slept a total of 9 hours. that means less than 3 hours per night! so damnnnn tired now but must blog everything down!

day 1: we had field games! basically it involved rolling around in mixtures of vinegar, soy sauce, uncooked eggs, flour, watermelon and coke. i threw away the whole set of clothes after the game lah. cant imagine storing them in my bag till camp ends. ughhhh. then that night we had the infamous nanyang lake game. it's a tradition game, damn scary but damn fun too!! cannot reveal details since it's a tradition game, but you get tricked until damn paiseh lah. LOLOL. and oh we had an underground longkang hike too. smelly mannnn. lucky no rats!

day 2: we went sentosa for beach games. i think the seniors are damn pro coming up with all the creative game ideas! anyway it was really fun too. that night we had fright night!! they whole scene was sooooo well acted and looked soooo real!! they booked an entire chalet for a "haunted house" and it was filled with scary looking "ghosts" inside. then you have to go into rooms alone to perform tasks! there were tasks like pulling intestines out of slimy mixture, trying to get a baby doll from a scary looking ghost, applying lipstick for some female ghost and opening cupboards. we watched some video that ended with a fake corpse suddenly falling in front of us lahhh. i was so xia4 dao4! -.- but the seniors really put in so much effort! hahaha.

day 3: we had pool games! there was this 3m and 5m confidence dive into the pool. oh my the stepping off part was soooo scary. and the air time was soooo long!! just looking down from above freaked me. but i still did it anyway LOL. and at night we got to interact blinfolded with our SPs, which stand for secret pals. my SP was darn irritating trying to pose as some china man lahhh. i KNEW it was a senior cuz we dont have enough freshmen guys to go around. i was kinda disappointed cuz i thought going out with another freshie will be more fun mah. anyway that night i was a joke lah. i did cheers in the middle of the road and all that kuku stuff. blindfolded okay. -.- -.- and they dont blindfold seniors, so my SP saw every single toot thing i did.

day 4: we decorated ourselves like retards to go joo chiat road for the shi zi lu kou game where we got to try alot of good food!! LOL but we looked so kuku everyone was staring at us lahhh. at evening time we prepared ourselves for SP night out. i was like so apprehensive lah. anyway the guys were supposed to visit the girls' chalets and "collect" them away from the ogs. they have to undergo alot of humiliation before they can succeed leh. our og made them play the nipple game. two guys will kiap their nipples using clothes hangers and hook the hook of their hangers to the other person's hanger. then they will pull to see whose hanger comes off first. damnnnn pain can! but also damn funny i so couldnt stop laughing!! they also had to do striptease. LOLNESS. anyway when my turn came i asked my ogl who was my SP and he said it was the ogl of another og. then when i heard the name i was like "OMGGGGG!!!" cuz he happened to be the senior i thought was cute since day 1!!! LOLOL. i kept rethinking and rethinking what retarded thing did i do or say on the blindfold night. GAHHH. but he turned out to be really fun to hang out with, and he gave me chocolates!! =DD and i still think he's cute, though he wont know lahh. HAHAHAHA. so coincidental lahhh, im still kinda on cloud 9. LOLOLOL. oopsie. after that we went clubbing at the arena. we had the pageant catwalk thingy. i must have looked so retarded on stage. ughhh. and yes im in the pageant!! i think it'll be a lotttt of fun so come support meeee!!! LOLNESS.

day 5: we had our finale!!! and i got to shake EC's hand, kekekeke. it was really touching lah. i love my og!!! =D we took alot of pics but none is with me lah. =( i want a cameraaaaaa. *wails*

im so looking forward to university life. i love nbs mannn. i think i can click with everyone there!! LOL cuz they more or less think the same way i do lehhh. like my og people. we had so much fun!!

PS: im staying in hall 16, the aircon/expensive one. hall 16 anyone?? =D

Sunday, July 13, 2008, 11:56 PM

went to harbourfront today to meet up with my group people to discuss our performance for the camp's performance night. lol. we came up with some damn gao3 xiao4 stuff lahhh. i think my groupmates are all really fun people, LOL. oh and our mascot, timon, rocks too. so prettyyyyy!!! we have some really good artists in the group.

after that i went to sentosa to find the rest of the nypers. they were playing captain's ball with a group of hongkies. LOL(is that how you spell it?) whatever. but after i joined in for awhile it started drizzling and we took the excuse to stop the game. apparently the guys were a little "over-friendly" and the girls were kinda sian diao with the game already. but i was thinking at least they kept passing the ball to us so we can play as well. some singaporean guys are so damn irritating and wanna play the whole game themselves, eg: throw damn far balls from one end to the other to score faster. so inconsiderate, tsk. singapore guys.

there were also two other girls who joined us. they looked kinda mature, but in the end we realized they were actually younger than us. they said we dont look like 19 years old!! gee. we're always either looking underage or like we are tourists. like when the guys wanted to take a picture with us we realized we looked more like tourists and they looked more like locals. LOL.

blearghhhh. i have to be at boon lay at 7am tomorrow!! killer. im going offfff to camp for 5 days people!! *waves* dont miss me. =)

Saturday, July 12, 2008, 11:41 PM

went for business camp's pre-camp meetup with queenie today! i saw quite alot of haokan people, guys and girls alike. LOL. queenie says her group's girls also all quite pretty one. coolios. and the people in my group all look quite fun-loving and interesting. oh i also saw loads of familiar faces. not surprising though, singapore's sooooo small.

alright. guess i need to start packing my camp stuff already!!

Friday, July 11, 2008, 12:46 AM

sighssss. another new round of countdown begins! 27 more days.

i went to collect my SGC today! they give you the whole set nicely in a file leh, not bad! LOL. though the colour is a little weird. after that maggie and huiyi came over and we played monopoly. LOL. damnnnn funny lah. too bad huimin couldnt join us. poor huiyi was so bankrupt, and maggie and i were laughing away. maggie was the big winner though, her stack of money was soooo thick.


bleargh.

tomorrow's gonna be a busy busy day!

Wednesday, July 9, 2008, 8:30 AM

i went for the union camp pre-camp meetup today. the people in my group all look totally normal, WHEW. and another bonus, i saw a familiar face. it is such a relief to see someone you know, lol. anyway after the briefing i'm pretty convinced this will be a fun one, LOL.




oh i cant wait! =D

Tuesday, July 8, 2008, 9:09 AM

zhiyuan and i are supposedly going to pasir ris park for a cycling trip today. but piggy me overslept. i missed 2 messages and 4 calls from him, gah. so anyway, the park trip was cancelled and he came over and we went kbox-ing instead.

seriously, i never knew kbox-ing could be this hilarious.

i mean, kbox-ing is fun, very fun, especially with the nypers, but what i experienced today has got to be the ultimate. he is ALWAYS mis-pronouncing lyrics and making up his own stupid lyrics as he goes along. and NO, he doesnt do that on purpose, that's what makes it funny. i dont understand why he just cant follow whatever that's shown on screen. gosh. i couldnt stop laughing for quite awhile.

for example, fahrenheit's song "只对你有感觉". there was this line "心像海底针". and he actually sang "像海底捞针". and he didnt even realize it. it's like, omg lahhh. the words were there and he couldnt even follow them. hilarious.

okay i dont know if im allowed to post this demeaning post, but it's too funny, LOLOL.

after that we went j8 for dinner and decided to head to the arcade to play the shoot hoops game. it's really retarded. because he throws the balls REALLY hard, they always end up rebounding and flying off the barrier. 2 landed on the floor and another 2 bounced off my head. -.- -.- imagine how stupid it must have looked.

i lost to him in the hoops game, so i was a little miffed. then i suggested daytona. initially it was quite a close game, then suddenly he knocked my car over and i was like "you're so dead." LOLOL. i hate being rammed into when im playing daytona. so i rammed into him the next lap and won. WAHAHA. come to think of it i havent met a guy who won me in daytona before. not that i play daytona with alot of guys, but yea. LOL.

well anyway.

im like going for 2 university orientation camps. the business one is still fine cuz queenie's going with me, but im going for the union camp ALONEEEE. scary. geminians hate being alone. and i dont know if it'll be fun, and i dont know if the people there will be nice. cuz i've been hearing things about how they make their selections of who will be going for the camps, and the games they play. i hear they actually check out your facebook and stuff before deciding whether or not to select you! and i've read through the things to bring list, apparently they're bringing us for some date and for some clubbing as well.

i dont wanna meet those cocky/bitchy people like jacq said, and i dont wanna meet overly enthu people like what kailing said either. i just wanna meet normal people who dont piss me off and who are content enough to stay low profile and probably attempt a few sneak-offs with me. LOLOLOL. cuz im not the kind who will do something even if i reaaaallllly dont want to just for the fact that it's a camp activity. so i need someone who shares my point of view.

sighs.

anyone going for union camp, tell me pleaseeee.

Friday, July 4, 2008, 9:46 AM

i made a whole boxful of sushi today!

well actually i wasnt exactly the one who MADE them. i only did the slicing of the sushi and peeling of the cucumber. the cumbersome chores of rolling the sushi into shape and stripping the ingredients (eg carrots and sausages and cucumbers..) were performed by zhiyuan's mom. LOL. well the end result was edible, not extremely delicious but good enough. hahaha.

cooking is such a heinous chore.

but sadly, picnic tomorrow with the nypers is cancelled! =( yes i only attempted something so extraordinary cuz we initially planned to have a picnic at sentosa.

oh wells.

moving on, i had a really hellish bus ride home today. i was surrounded by smelly people all the way! there was this couple in front of me who stank like hell. im sorry if i sound mean, but REALLY, why dont people bathe??? for god's sake. and then, not long after they boarded and i tried to come to terms with the smell, another smelly person boarded and sat beside me. GOSHHHH.

we rode on and i tried to mentally filter out the smell with each breath i take, when suddenly a whole bunch of smelly students boarded the bus and i just gave up. -.- urghhhh.

but luckily, 2 stops later i get to alight. thus im still alive.

oh wells.

im going to celebrate my life by going to bed. tiredddd.

Tuesday, July 1, 2008, 10:25 AM

sometimes i really really wonder.

whether all of it is really real.

am i gripping it hard enough.

or is a random gust of wind enough to blow it all away.

or break it, because it's so fragile.

i wonder if it gets through.

i wonder what i am.

i wonder if you can see what i can.

in the end,









i wonder if it'll hurt.