i was feeling so bad just now! cuz i was supposed to go for union camp tomorrow, but i was feeling so lazy so i e-mailed the leader saying i wont be going already. then just now he called and spent 35 mins trying to convince me to go cuz they had a lack of people. he kept repeating "please please please" and i was feeling so badddd. but i still said im not going anyway LOL. cuz the feel bad feeling will go away but i'll be so stuck in camp if i regret my decision later wahaha.