YUYAN'S.

Monday, August 30, 2010, 6:40 PM

Perfect
Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise
I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

Making every kind of silence, it takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong

I know that I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

When you're caught in a lie and you've got nothing to hide
When you've got nowhere to run and you've got nothing inside
It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my, just myself
Just myself, myself, just myself

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying

And as long as I can feel you holding on, I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong.

Monday, August 23, 2010, 4:36 AM

Mambo night with my dearests!

With Angieee X)

Our drinks!

Making Angie drink hahaha!

Fave pic of the night! Lol Angie and Nicole GONEEE.

With Queenie!

Gfs LOVE X)

With Nicnic!

Hahaha Nicnic couldn't stand up already!

Queenie againnn!

I think I was sorta drunk at this time already too. =X

They were on the podium. Mega happy lol.

My lovessss. Missing Jacq! =)

Gfs are AWESOMEEE. They are for life =))

Okay bf also awesome cuz bf came down to pick us and send us home LOL <3

Damn toot la the pic LOLS super loves. Heh.

I'd sooner try defying gravity.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010, 2:23 AM

Mega loving my new polaroid cam now! Hahaha.

Awesome pictures it takes X)

Anyway that's 01, first appearance on my blog but many many more to come X)

He's pretty awesome, maybe just a little less awesome than me. AHAHAHAHA. (Ok maybe he is more awesome than me but I'll NEVER admit that.)

Thanks for lovin' me, cause you're doing it perfectly.

Saturday, August 7, 2010, 5:03 AM

Wheee! Long time no blog! Haha after internship like leading slack life, everyday do random things. Either that or I go out and spend money, while other people earn money by finding new jobs or extending their internships FML.

Anyway Jenny the dearest donkey is back from Korea! Bought me really awesome stuff teehee!

Got Kim Hyun Joong folder and notepad!

So mega handsome plssss *swoons*

Got super yummy kimchi also! I almost finished the whole packet liao and now I think of it will still salivate ROFL.

Oh and I also got a new polaroid camera! Heh so awesome got it at like $94. But damn sad the film so ex! =( Today while out for supper already took 3 pics le! But I'm so awesome at taking self shots la hahaha! Ok though I did have some help. =S

X)

Oh and I'm also super in love with this song nowwww! Think I'm super slow la but whatever I'm gonna post the video up anyway.

On My Own from Les Miserables!! (Basically the girl singing is in love with a guy who doesn't love her back la.)

And now I'm all alone again, no where to go no one to turn to,
without a hope without a friend without a face to say hello too.
And now the night is near,
And I can make believe he's here.

Sometimes I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping
I think of him and then I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head.

On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone, I walk with him till morning
Without him
I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me

In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me for ever and forever

And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say, there's a way for us

I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone, the river's just a river
Without him the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere
The streets are full of strangers

I love him
But every day I'm learning
All my life I've only been pretending
Without me his world will go on turning
A world that's full of happiness
That I have never known!

I love him
I love him
I love him
But only on my own.