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Monday, September 27, 2010, 9:55 PM

I AM BORED.


Monday's always my 'bored' day cuz EVERYONE has school on Mondays except me. So I slack around at home when I'm actually supposed to do work. -.-


I MISS HALL. SO DAMN MUCH. Okay I don't miss my hall per se, but I miss staying in school. =(


Reasons why I miss hall

I miss not having to travel to school via MRT. And not having to wake up at 6am for 8.30am lessons.

I miss having my own personal space to crash in after a tiring 4-hr seminar. Switch on the aircon, draw the curtains, lie on the bed and stare into space/sleep.

I miss having TONS OF SHELF SPACE to put my notes/textbooks. Back in Hall 16 we had TONS of shelves. Now at home I gotta share the tiny room with the sis. And the whole room's packed with her A Level notes FML -.-

I also miss having my own cupboard. Now that I'm home, the cupboard space in my room is MEGA NOT ENOUGH for both mine and my sis' clothes. I have to store alot of my clothes in the storeroom FML! And then got this musty smell and everytime wanna wear must go there dig. Alot of bags also stored in storeroom I'm MEGA SAD.

I miss having the freedom to go back whenever I like (like, at night)! Back home always gotta report to my mom what time I'm reaching home damn sian -.-

I miss going for supper sessions =( Miss walking around in school late at night buying Macs to eat. =((

I miss not having to worry about whether I can catch the last train home.

I miss the FRIENDS!! If I stayed in hall I can jio Pris for lunch sessions like how we always used to. If I stayed in hall (and if Jenny also stays in hall) I can go kajiao Jenny at night and watch Youtube videos till late! And if I stayed in hall I can hang out with the bf more also. =(


Okay this post making me emo NEXT TOPIC PLEASE.


So, I was saying I was bored.


So bored I was I edited pics! =D


Nah.


Mid-Autumn celebration!










HAHAHA.


Anyway I think my bf is really damn suay to be my bf. LOL! I always make him do dumb stuff. Like go play sparklers and lanterns. And just last Saturday I pulled him up on the Clarke Quay's Extreme Swing thingy.


Yesh, this one.

This is like the best pic I can find online la but you know la huh. Unless you not Singaporean or you dumb or you live in cave.


Anyway the bf is not exactly what you'd call an adrenaline junkie. In fact I think he like quite(mega) scared of this kinda thing one. The series of events and conversations that led us to this decision was hilarious.



Setting: Parkway Mos Burger, just finished shopping for lappies (I'm getting a new lappie!! More on this next time), drinking iced tea, Saturday night, BORED (for me at least).


Bf: Shall we go?

Me: Go where?! No place to go so sian.

Bf: Send you home la. Or go back my house.

Me: So boring. Saturday night leh.

Bf: Then where you wanna go?

Me: Somewhere exciting.

Bf: .... Like?

Me: We should go Clarke Quay sit the swing thingy.

Bf: *horrors* So late close liao lah! (Note: it was only like 10+ lor please)

Me: Where got so early close one?! They like open till quite late one leh. *whips out BB* Lemme google opening hours. (Note: BB is like so handy really.)

1 (frightful for the bf) minute later...

Me: EH THEY 3AM THEN CLOSE LA!! *thrusts BB in bf's face*

Bf: *mental facepalms*

Me: Let's go!


Then next setting: In bf's car, getting out of carpark.

Bf: So..... Clarke Quay?

Me: YES!!!!!


Then next setting: Sitting on the benches beside the rides.

Me: Wah this is mega scary... Why nobody sit on the swing one?! Eh so we going up anot? I wanna see people sit on it first leh...

Bf: You decide. *quietly*

Me: Hehe walao I scared leh! But then we're already here...

Bf: Yea la you decide.

Me: Eh see got people going up liao!!

After watching some people take the ride...

Me: OMFG LIKE FREAKIN SCARY LAAAA!! I SCARED LIAO HAVING 2ND THOUGHTS.

Bf: *silence*

Me: OMFG WHAT AM I DOING HERE?

Bf: WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? WHAT AM I DOING HERE?!?!

Me: Let's go get the tickets!

--- THE END ---



HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. And so we went up and the bf mega funny la he cant stop yabbering away about how he doesn't know why he's doing this etc etc.


Anyway the ride was super awesome GO TRY IT. X)


Okay wah damn long post. Shall end here. =)




Wednesday, September 22, 2010, 2:25 AM

Bleed - Hot Chelle Rae

I feel like I'm drowning in ice water
My lips have turned a shade of blue
I'm frozen with this fear
That you may disappear
Before I've given you the truth

I bleed my heart out on this paper for you
So you can see what I can't say
I'm dying here (I'm dying here)
'Cause I can't say what I want to
I bleed my heart out just for you

I've always dreamed about this moment
And now it's here and I've turned to stone
I stand here petrified
As I look you in your eyes
My head is ready to explode

I bleed my heart out on this paper for you
So you can see what I can't say
I'm dying here
'Cause I can't say what I want to
I bleed my heart out just for you

And it's all here in
Black and white and red
For all the times
Those words were never said

I bleed my heart out on this paper for you
So you can see what I can't say
I'm dying here
'Cause I can't say what I want to
I bleed my heart out just for you

I bleed my heart out just for you







I know I know my blog mega boring these days cuz all I'm posting are song lyrics. I'd think of something interesting to blog about soon HAHAHA.


Till then.
XOXO















it's tearing me apart

Monday, September 20, 2010, 2:45 AM

Nice video here!





Something More by Secondhand Serenade

I lie awake again
My body's feeling paralyzed
I can't remember when
I didn't live through this disguise
The words you said to me
They couldn't set me free
I'm stuck here in this life I didn't ask for

There must be something more
Do we know what we're fighting for
Breathe in, breathe out
Breathe in, breathe out
And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store
Breathe in, breathe out
Breathe in, breathe out

The storm is rolling in
The thunder is loud it hurts my ears
I'm paying for my sins
And it's gonna rain for years and years
I fooled everyone
And now what will I become
I have to start this over
I have to start this over

There must be something more
Do we know what we're fighting for
Breathe in, breathe out
Breathe in, breathe out
And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store
Breathe in, breathe out
Breathe in, breathe out

I fooled everyone
Now what will I become
I have to start this over
I have to start this over

There must be something more
Do we know what we're fighting for
Breathe in, breathe out
Breathe in, breathe out
And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store
Breathe in, breathe out
Breathe in, breathe out

There must be something more
Breathe in, breathe out
Breathe in, breathe out
There must be something more











I know what I'm fighting for.


People I love and people who love me X)





Happy birthday Daddy! =D