for once, i'm not the dictator, not the one who has to control and direct how things should go.
for once, i can sit back and see things work for me.
for once, i'm just someone who will do everything and anything i can as long as i get approved, accepted.
for once, i get to have the luxury of thinking, "oh god, this is too good to be true."
but at the same time, it sucks when i fail to make things better for the people who always make things better for me, even when i'm already trying really hard.
it sucks that i'm not able to help.
if you could read this, i just want to say, no matter what happens, i'm here, ALWAYS.
because nothing, nothing makes my world like you do.