because i think people DO get my message, if i try hard enough. =D
it's really weird. how something someone says can make me feel like i'm floating on air, if it's the RIGHT someone at that point of time.
the things that i thought usually mattered to me all fade away when it comes down to some people. like... some actions people do that will get me pissed usually cease to do so when it's done by certain people.
just when i thought i knew myself well enough, some people do something and i react in a totally unexpected way.