i'm so starting to get the jitters now, after realizing this is no game, performing in front of some 500 people on stage, dancing and catwalking and looking utterly idiotic.
OHMYGOD.
this is always happening to me. this last minute freaking out thing. gahhhh. -.- *prays vvvvvvv hard*
i hope i do not: slip and fall due to walking in heels, fall off the stage, forget my dance steps, forget my catwalk routine, have ugly makeup, get laughed at.
okay whatever.
anyway, i'm also so starting to feel the stress from school already. i was rushing my tutorials like mad last night!! and i still have to do my project preparation for tomorrow's project meeting. then after lessons when everyone retreats to their halls for revision, i zoom off in track pants and oversized shirts to hall 8 to dance my breath away. wonderful.
but i can cope, of course i can! yuyan the superwoman LOLOLOL.
it's a gemini thing, multi-tasking.
oh but i still sleep in tutorials and lectures though. it's a habit since primary school, cant change.
okay i need to zoom to hall 8 now.(again)
tata.
and oh, i love old chang kee and my new pink water bottle. =D