long time no blogggg! with twitter blogging seems a tad bit unnecessary now. haha. i actually have an unfinished blog entry i did up awhile ago stored in my drafts, updates about my various outings with pictures, but because i'm sooooo lagging, i got confused about the chronological order of things, and lost some pictures too. thus i decided to give up. just gonna rant about some things today.
exams are over!! but i only had 5 days of rest before internship started. it's day 2 today, and i'm already so darn stressed. boss has like quite a high requirement of me, and i keep feeling afraid that i dont measure up. =S i hope my brain juices are as good as what they perceive(they're always going 'wahhhh' when i tell them i'm in NTU business), cuz i hate being looked down upon. but who doesnt right.
well, but other than work, i've also been meeting up quite alot with my girls. i cant stress how much i love them, ALLLLL of them, for they always make me feel loved and crack me up. i'm not gonna like name them one by one, for i think they all know who they are la huh. =)
i've also had some uh, i guess you could say rough patches, relationship wise. it's a long story, and i dont think anyone truly knows the whole story. maybe my close friends know a little here and there, but nobody has the whole inside info. i dont really like explaining myself to people, so i decided to just keep it from everyone till things had a conclusion. i've had my conclusion, thus i'm blogging about it. i think i am just so lucky to be with who i am with now. i know a relationship needs more than just love to keep it going, and sometimes people fall and struggle, but ultimately how much you decide to try, and how much effort you decide to put in, will depend on how much you love your other half. i know i can be really immature and demanding at times, so i'm really thankful to my bf for putting up with me and loving me so much =)) sometimes i really wonder why, cuz i always think that there is so little to love about me. =S hahaha.
yawnnn. so tired. work tomorrow again!!! work is super sian omg. sigh. blog soon again. nights world.