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Monday, March 21, 2011, 7:24 AM

MARCH HAPPENINGS!!



Sorry for the lack of updates! Hahahaha. Here comes some piccies.


Mainey's bday party!







This is my fave pic!! The balloons add some kinda happy effect I dunno why HAHAHA maybe I think too much la huh.






Nypers' Girls Night Out at Butter Factory

This is a pic taken when we are still normal HAHA.


Random dude at the back, dunno who.


HRMMMM.


Cam-whoring after!






There are a few more but I have deemed them to be too unglam HAHA.


Anyway. I know I have said this a million countless times, but Imma say it again.



I LOVE MY GIRLS.




They are the people who know me best. I do not just refer to the Nypers. There are a few more and I'm sure all of them know who they are la. HAHA. But yeah. I'm not just saying this for the sake of saying it.



Recently my parents and sisy made some comments to me about, hmm, recent events in my life. Not gonna elaborate much here so please don't ask tyvm. But anyway, whatever they said kinda stung. I know they didn't know what they said affected me so much. And I know they do love me. And I love them too. But maybe it's just the way I am, I don't always show my sad/weak/affected feelings so people always seem to think I am happy-go-lucky and in some more extreme cases, even heartless, irresponsible and whatever.



But because I don't cry and don't get all depressed doesn't mean I don't care. I might be feeling like hell inside but I don't like to show it. But weirdly with my gfs I do. They understand and they don't judge. They will be there for me, even when they might not agree with my actions.



At times when I need the most support, when I do the stupidest things, my gfs tell me they support me as long as I am happy. Usually my parents tell me I would 'regret this'. Maybe because all along I hadn't met with major hiccups in life. I study damn little but I make the grades. They start thinking I am too proud for my own good. I am only lucky. That's why I shouldn't push my luck. Someday my bad decisions will catch up with me. But they don't know that I really THINK ALOT before making a decision ok. Like really alot. I just don't tell people I am thinking.



And when I fail something and get upset, I show that I am fine. I don't cry and I get over it fast. Because life goes on and I don't wanna waste time on things that aren't worth it. My parents would then tell me I 'deserve it', because I just seem like I don't care. On the other hand my gfs would just say words of encouragement even when I'm acting like I'm okay.


But this isn't a rant post ok. I still love my family because they provide me with everything I need, materialistically especially. Haha. This is more of a THANKYOU to my gfs.


Because they love me most when I deserve it least. :')














Till my next post!